When We Were Younger - TOM KAULITZ

Im finally free

At the party

I was taking my 6th shot,i think?Untill someone grabbed my arm and almost making me fall off the chair.

"The fuc-"

"Bitch it's me,do you know whos fucking here?!" She whisper-yelled in my ear,

"Who?" I look around to see nobody i know exactly,

"Tom, fucking, Kaulitz!" She points with her eyes and i see him, Tom.Tom with Bill, Gustav and Georg.My fucking GOD.

"Bitch nuh uh." I say,

"Dont let him ruin your fun,come on here now." She grabs my wrist and she stands on one of the tables with me next to her.

"Hello everyone!Spin the bottle right here!" She yells,i caught myself looking at Tom.He looked back at me, checking me out.Pft, they all stood up and came by the table while we jumped down,when i meant all.I meant even Bill and Tom and Gustav and Georg.We all sat down in a circle while i had to sit on my knees like an idiot beacuse of my skirt.

"Spin the bottle but whoever it lands on does truth or dare.Got it?" I say looking at the bottle.

"Ellen you first." I pass her the bottle.
She spins it and it lands on some random curly haired boy with green eyes, he looks familiar?

"You, truth or dare?" She asks the curly haired boy.

"Uhm dare."

"I dare you to leave your phone unlocked and someone goes through it." She smirks and turns her head to me,

"How about you, Y/n!Why don't you go through his phone."

"Girl hush, no thanks." I shook my head and they all laughed, i was a bit drunk.

Untill someone barged in the party house.I turn my head to see,

"Ethan!?" I yell and look at Ellen.I stand up,all of them do.

"You,come here." He runs to me and grabs me by my wrist tightly causing me to whimper in pain.

We go out and the air hits my body,i shiver slowly.

"You fucking bitch, why aren't you fucking answering my texts!I was worried." He slaps me hardly.

Damn my man learned how to cuss yesterday.

"Ethan, im tired of your fucking bullshit!Im fucking breaking up with you, no im not your sex slave.No im fucking not your pet.Im a human!Im not even an adult!I miss the old you Ethan!What happend to you?!Theres no way im still with you after this, Ethan fuck you!We are over." I slap him across the face and run back inside.Searching for Ellen, i caught her talking to BILL KAULITZ.

I run to her and grab her hand, making her turn around.The people she was talking to were all of my ex friends and boyfriends.

"I broke up with him!I fucking did it!" I yell so all of them could hear.

"You forreal!?" She yells with me,

"Yes!Ellen, im finally free." I jump in excitement.

"Hi Y/n!" Bill on the other side says,i try to act like i dont know him,

"Uh hello?" I say nervosly,

"Oh uh your friend here told us alot about you, you seem like a fun person! Wanna be friends?" Yup,

Bill please i know you know it's me.

"Uh.Yeah sure!"

BILLS POV

Gosh,no way this is Y/n.New tattoos,new hair,new piercings,new eyes?What if?

"So Y/n!Are those your natural eyes?" I ask her,

"Oh nope!My real eyes are actually brooownn." Shes a bit, tipsy.

"Tom?! Ist das forreal forreal Y/N?" I whispered to Tom.

"Ja, ich denke schon!"

"Erinnert sie sich nicht an uns? Benimmt sie sich dumm?“

"Bill, ich weiß es nicht, wir werden es bald herausfinden."

"Okay..."

"Guys we really need to go home, Y/n is literally about to faint i swear." Ellen says,

"Oh,damn.Okay lets go ill drive." Tom says getting up and all of us behind him,me and Ellen holding Y/n while Gustav and Georg are behind us.

"We dont mind if you two stay over,we have two rooms and one bed in the living room."

Im definitely taking the one in the living room,im not sleeping with anyone else than Alycia.

"Ill sleep in the living room." I say,

"Okay this is Toms car, get in." Gustav points at a car Infront us.Y/n gets in first and Ellen gets in second.

"Bill,me and Gustav are going home.You two go with them." I nodd.

Time skip - Their house, Y/ns pov.

"Y/n go change." Ellen demands me.

"Imm too lazyyyy" i say falling on the chair.

"Y/n oh my god, come here." She grabs me by the wrist and pulls me in my room and locks it.

"You have a bra and a underwear underneath that,right?" She asks and i say ' Mhm ' in a sleepy voice.

She starts taking off my shirt and mini skirt with her eyes closed, i could never. She then turns around and grabs my pjs and throws me them.

The pjs ( i had to they are really cute ) :

"Change now.Im turning around,if you don't change in a minute i swear ill kill you."

Okay mom.

"Im done." I say in a drunk voice,

"Okay, Tom will sleep here.Okay?" Excuse me.

"What!You know my story with him, are you crazy?" I whisper-yelled

"Yes but he doesn't probably even know its you.There are a lot of Y/n Diaz-es in the world."

"And how much ' Y/n Diaz-es ' do you know?" She stays silent.

"Exactly." I tell her and jump on my bed,

"Well that doesn't mean anything!" She gets out and i get under my blanket.( 10 minutes later )I hear footsteps coming to the room,

"Shes probably sleeping right now but yeah.She wont mind." Ellen says,was she forreal.

"Okay, thanks for letting us stay again." He says getting in my room, i hear him taking something off.Oh god if its his clothes I swear i will cry.He gets in the bed with me and gets under the blanket.His knees touch my knees,okay hes still in his jeans, that's fine.

Wait, my man sleeping in jeans...?

Whatever.I try to fall asleep but i just can't, being in the same bed with my ex that he doesn't even know about. He comes closer to me and i feel my heart beating faster than sonic.

"Y/n, i know your sleeping now but i just wanted to tell you that i know its you.I just do,i still love you Y/n.I really do love you, i never gave up on you.Even if i said it sometimes i never meant it,

i wish we could go back to the way things were before."

Oh.