Start to a new beginning

Chapter 1

Alexis

"Ok I got my clothes, shoes, jewelry umm." I thought out loud.

As you guys may know Im Alexis Hudson the girlfriend of the famous footballer Neymar Jr. You guys know him for his skills and looks but dont let that fool you. He might seem like Prince Charming or the guy of you dreams but you dont know him behind closed doors like I do.

Fuck I dont have enough space- Oh shit!I heard the sound of the front door slam letting me know Neymar is home. I quickly hid the suitcase and anything that I wasnt able to fit in the bags back in its original place.

"Alexis."I turned and saw him leaning against the door frame. You ok, you have a frighten look on your face."

"Oh yeah. I just didnt hear you coming up stairs."

"Go make me dinner."

"You couldve asked nicely."I said under my breath but he managed to hear.

"Excuse me?" He grabbed me by my arm.

"Nothing."He stared into my eyes long and cold before letting go.

I went into the kitchen and prepared one of the hamburger helpers we had. While I was cooking my mind kept spinning. Should I stay or go? Im six weeks pregnant but havent told Ney. He told me he isnt ready for another child because he has Davi and the timing is wrong. Thats not the big problem, he has anger issues. He tends to get mad when I refuse to do something he wants and starts yelling, which sometimes can get abusive. I want to have this baby but I refuse to raise it around someone thats bipolar and abusive. The only way for this to happen is to leave him but he cant find out.

"Babe dinner is ready!" I yelled. I fixed myself a plate and went into the living room to find something good on tv.

"Alexis."

"I didnt fix your plate because I didnt know how much you wanted."

"ALEXIS Look at me." His tone was stern which told me this wasnt going to be good. "Where were you going?"

Crap he found the suitcases.

"Uh on a vacation." I replied.

"And you didnt tell me this why? For a vacation you sure did pack almost your entire closet. Are you trying to leave me?He dropped the bags and walked towards me.

"l...I um.."

"ANSWER ME! ARE YOU LEAVING ME?!"

"N-No I would never." I started getting scared.

"Your lying." He slammed me up against the wall and started choking me.

"NO PLEASE STOP NEYMAR."

"YOU TRYING TO LEAVE!? AFTER EVERYTHING IVE DONE FOR YOU, YOURE TRYING TO LEAVE. THE ONLY WAY THAT WILL HAPPEN IS IF YOU DIE."

"STOP,IM.IM PREGNANT! PLEASE LET GO."He did as so and I struggled to catch my breath.

"What?"I looked at him, his face was a mixture of sadness and disbelief.

"I- Im six weeks pregnant. Im sorry for just now telling you please dont hurt me , please Im sorry ok.I started crying.

"lm so sorry. I didnt mean too, I- your pregnant? I dont know whats wrong with me please dont leave I want to see my child.He started tearing up and hugged me.

"I wont okay. I lied. Just promise me youll have your anger under control."

"Promise."Here we go again. He gets angry, I start crying, he apologizes and promises to change but never does.. I just cant do this anymore, Ive gave him chance after chance and he has yet to change.