Today's the day.
Agoti paced around his living room carefully as he hugged himself, his heart racing as he let out a shaky sigh.
Today's the day.
He tried to calm his nerves as he gained the courage, waiting for a knock on his door, dreading the moment that he promised himself he'd do weeks ago.
Today's the day.
He could feel dread filling him as he heard footsteps approaching, before a hesitant knock was made on his door.
Today's the day.
Today's the day Agoti confesses to his brother. He knew he told himself he shouldn't, that he should've just ignored his thoughts until they went away, right after they had first kissed on accident. But that was months ago, and every time he saw Aldryx, he'd think about it again, he'd feel his heart begin to race at the sound of his brother's voice, longingly glancing at Aldryx's mouth, imagining what it would be like if he could just... kiss him, one more time. Get a chance to actually savor the taste.
There was a knock on the door.
Agoti hesitated, almost regretting his idea of doing this, but he shook his head and forced himself to open the door, looking up at his brother nervously. "Hey dude, come on in," Agoti said, Aldryx following him into the small apartment, closing the door behind him. He sat down on the couch and leaned back, watching Agoti quickly walk into the kitchen.
Aldryx finally let out a breath he didn't know he was holding, trying to think to himself, keep his mind away from his... thoughts. His mind couldn't help but trace back to his brother, what it would be like to trace his hands down Agoti's body, their bodies pressed together as he- shit. He's supposed to stop thinking about that. It's his own brother for fucks sake, he shouldn't want to do that to him.
Agoti and Aldryx hadn't been the same after that first kiss. They couldn't ignore their feelings forever. They weren't the best at denying it either. Yeah, at first they seemed to distant themselves a little bit, but then, after forgetting about the feelings, they started spending time together... a lot of time together. They both seem to longingly glance at each other without noticing, tending to put their hands near each other, getting close to each other at any given moment.
Of course, nothing that would raise suspicion before. Just holding their breath and unintentionally teasing each other. Agoti walked back into the living room nervously, he thought he wouldn't even be able to look at his brother, but in fact, it was the opposite. Agoti could feel Aldryx's eyes on him, and he couldn't take his eyes off Aldryx either.
Fuck, he was so not ready for this.
"So, what's it that you wanna tell me, 'Goti?" Aldryx asked, leaning over slightly as he leaned on the arm of the couch. Agoti gulped, feeling his face heating up as he shuffled his feet, letting out a sigh.
"So... You... You remember that kiss from, months ago?" Aldryx froze up slightly, freezing as he grew nervous. Fuck, He was already having trouble not thinking about it, and now they're actually talking about it again, after trying to forget it for so long. Had he been thinking about it too?
No, he couldn't have, 'cause it's not normal to think like that. It'd be too good to be true.
"Oh yeah, that... didn't we agree to, ya know, not talk about that again?" Well, more or less Aldryx said they wouldn't talk about it again, Agoti just nodded in response. But, they needed to talk about this, Agoti needed to tell Aldryx about this. He knows he probably won't be able to live with himself, but he sure as hell won't be able to live with himself if he doesn't.
"Yeah but, I just..." Come on Agoti, you can do this, "I kinda-" just get it over with, quite stalling. "I haven't been able to stop thinking about it, And, every time I'm around you, I... I think what it would be like to be, more, than brothers," Agoti explained, hoping that he made some sort of sense in his explanation. Aldryx couldn't believe it, his little brother and he felt the exact same way about each other. Aldryx wasn't sure of how to react.
Aldryx sighed and patted the seat next to him, closing his eyes, almost looking disappointed, sitting up slightly in his seat, "Come on, sit down next to me," Agoti could feel his stomach sink as he hesitantly approached his brother, sitting down next to him nervously. Shit, he fucked up, he fucked up so bad.
"Listen, Aldryx, I'm sorry, I just-" "I never realized you felt the same way..." Aldryx interrupted Agoti calmly, lost in his own thoughts as Agoti stared at him in shock, not sure how to react. So, they had both ended up being attracted to each other, just cause they had accidentally kissed. They both still felt terrible, how couldn't they, they were both attracted to each other, they weren't supposed to be, but they were, and now that they both know for a fact that the feeling is mutual?
"I, I never realized..." Agoti wasn't sure what to say, his heart was still racing as he tried to deny himself the idea that maybe, just maybe, they had a chance to be together. "What are we going to do now? It's not like we can, actually date each other," He continued, trying to hide the disappointment in his voice. Aldryx glanced over at his brother, a smirk creeping onto his face as he got an idea.
"Well~." Aldryx stretched slightly, slinging his arm around Agoti's shoulder and pulling him closer, Agoti letting out a small noise of surprise, freezing up slightly. "Who says we even have to tell anybody? It's not like they need to know~" Aldryx teased the idea, leaning his face closer to Agoti's with a sly smile. He didn't actually expect Agoti to go along with it, but deep down, he hoped he did, he hoped Agoti would smile back up at him and move a bit closer to him.
Agoti tried to resist the temptation, he knew it was wrong for him to move just that bit closer. He wanted to laugh it off, push Aldryx away in a joking manner, treat it like it was just Aldryx trying to toy with him. But the sly smile on his brother's face, the slight purr of seduction in his voice. Fuck, he really couldn't stop himself at this point. "Well, if you say so~." Almost instinctively, as if it was meant to happen, Agoti didn't hesitate to press his lips against Aldryx's gently, closing his eyes. He expected to be pushed away, but instead, he could feel Aldryx snake his arms around his waist.
Agoti wrapped his arms around Aldryx's neck as he fell back onto the couch, Aldryx pinning him down, forcing his tongue into his mouth. Aldryx gripped Agoti's waist tightly, rubbing his hands up and down his sides. God, it was just like he had imagined, better even, he didn't want to stop.
After a few moments, Aldryx pulled away, looking down at his younger brother, a bit of drool dripping down his face, catching his breath, savoring the taste in his mouth. Shit, shit, shit . This wasn't how he expected today to go, he wasn't exactly complaining, but holy shit, this really shouldn't have happened.
"Pfft, so are you just gonna stare at me, or-" Agoti let out a chuckle as he stared up at his older brother, leaning up slightly, Aldryx hadn't even realized he had spaced out. Aldryx leaned down slightly, before glancing away for just a moment.
"Well, it's not like I have anything to do today, so why don't we... have some fun," Aldryx's teeth barely grazed Agoti's neck, Agoti sucking in a breath as he arched his back, letting out a chuckle.
"So long as no one finds out,"
