Blur memories (Scoups X Reader)

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Y/N? Wake up. It's time for university. Hyung is waiting for you.

Y/N:

Get out of here, Hoshi. I'll be there... Jerk.

[Y/N speak groggily groaning and turning away from the voice.]

Hoshi:

Yah! Just wake up, okay?

[Y/N didn't bother acknowledging her younger brother's impatience. Instead, she tossed and turned under her blanket, rubbing the sleep from her tired eyes. The morning light filtered through the curtains, but it felt dull....like every other day had for the past five years.]

Y/N:

Get out, you jerk, or I'll kick your ass.

Hoshi:

Aish! Yah! I'm younger than you, but that doesn't mean you can say whatever you want!

[Hoshi speak huffing in frustration. The usual bickering between them quickly escalated, their voices rising enough for the neighbors to probably hear their swearing. It was a routine....loud, chaotic, but oddly comforting. Until a sharp voice cut through their shouting.]

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Both of you, shut your loud mouths and come down the stairs!

Hoshi:

Enough, let's go. Jeonghan Hyung is calling us.

[Hoshi said clicking his tongue. The mere mention of Jeonghan made Y/N's eyes snap open instantly. Her heart clenched slightly, but she pushed the feeling aside. Throwing off her blanket, she sat up, her hair a mess, her mind clouded.]

Y/N:

Hoshi?

Hoshi:

What now?

[Hoshi speak rolling his eyes. A smirk tugged at his lips....he knew his sister too well. He could already predict what was coming next.]

Y/N:

Please? I love you. You know that, right?

[Y/N said pouting slightly.]

Hoshi:

Shut up! Get ready, and I'll give you my camera... on one condition.

[He scoffed.]

Y/N:

What?

[She asked eagerly, perking up, now fully awake, her voice filled with a sudden urgency. Photography was one of the few things that still brought her a sliver of peace.]

Hoshi:Take me out for lunch. I haven't eaten out in a long time.

Y/N:

This hungry bitch...

[Y/N said rolling her eyes. Hoshi raised his left eyebrow, clearly amused by her insult rather than offended.]

Hoshi:

Do you want the camera or not?

[There was a brief pause before Y/N sighed, defeated, and nodded in response.]

Hoshi:Then say yes, and the camera is yours....for one day and one night.

Y/N:

Fine! Tell me where you want to go.

[For a moment, it was just like the old days....simple, teasing, full of banter. But then, Hoshi's playful expression softened as he looked at her more seriously.]

Hoshi:By the way, Y/N...

Y/N:

What now?

[Y/n speak leaning back, suspicious. Her voice held a hint of annoyance, but Hoshi didn't flinch. Instead, he spoke with a rare sincerity that made her chest tighten.]

Hoshi:

I just want to say that... if you had said no, I still would've given you my camera. You're my brave sister, and I love you. You handle everything so well... but try to smile. A genuine smile. He's still with you, Y/N.

[Y/N's breath hitched. Her grip on the blanket tightened. She forced a smile....a small, sad curve of her lips that didn't reach her eyes. Before Hoshi could say anything else, she pulled him into a tight hug, burying her face in his shoulder.]

Y/N:

I'm not strong... I'm just a coward. And he's not with me anymore. It's been five years, Hoshi... and he still doesn't remember me.

[Y/n speak her voice barely above a whisper. Hoshi sighed, running his fingers gently through her hair, comforting her the only way he knew how.]

Hoshi:

Everything will be alright. Don't worry. Why don't you....

Y/N:

You know I don't like anyone. If it's not him, then I don't want to date anyone.

[Y/N speak pulling away and shaking her head, cutting him off. Hoshi exhaled heavily, his shoulders dropping in quiet defeat. He cupped her face between his hands, making her meet his gaze.]

Hoshi:

Come back, Y/N. I want my old, cheerful Y/N back. When someone leaves your life, it doesn't mean life stops. You have to understand that.

[Y/N didn't respond. She lowered her gaze, staring at her feet in silence. The weight of his words pressed down on her, but she wasn't ready to accept them yet.

Hoshi studied her for a moment before finally giving in, stepping away and heading toward the door.]

Hoshi:

I'll wait for you downstairs.

[As he reached for the doorknob, Y/N suddenly spoke, her voice lighter, almost playful.]

Y/N:

You better give me that camera.

[Hoshi turned back, his lips curling into a small chuckle. He knew what she was doing....trying to shift the mood, trying to assure him that she was okay, even if she wasn't. He decided to play along.]

Hoshi:

Come quick.

[And with that, he left. Y/N sat on the edge of her bed for a few more seconds, staring at the closed door before sighing deeply. She ran a hand through her hair, forcing herself to get up. 

Another day had begun, and she had to keep moving....even if her heart still ached for someone who no longer remembered her.]

"WHAT IS THAT GUY TO Y/N? WHY HER EXPRESSION CHANGED HEARING HER OWN BROTHER'S NAME? WHAT ARE YOUR INNER TOUGHTS ABOUT THIS SO FAR? ❤❤❤❤❤"