Tattoo over my heart

Family or not?

Harley POV

I pull up to my house, wipe away the tears and see my brother standing next to his Harley outside my house. I also see two other faces I've not seen in a long time. As I get out and walk closer Jax walks towards me, picking me up and spinning me around. I hug him close and smile, after he puts me down Opie comes along and hugs me tightly.
"Hey boys"
"Hey H, we missed you"
"Missed you too"
Jax smiles "your looking good H"

I see my brother walk towards him and clip him round the head and I can't help but giggle. He hugs me close and kisses my head.
"Can we come in?"
I nod and unlock the door allowing them inside, my dogs on high alert as there are strangers in the house.
"Down. Bed now"
"Woah! There well trained" Opie says as the dogs walk to there beds.
"Yeah. Took some time but we got there"
I smile and look straight at my brother, I already know what's coming before he opens his mouth.

"I'm not coming back Trig"
"Harley......clay.."
"Clay what? Said you could only help me if I came back right? It's not happening big brother so it's fine. I'll deal with it myself"
He sighs "Harley come on. We are your family"
I shake my head "no T, your my family. Even twiddle dee and dum here but he isn't. Clay will never be my family"
"Harley he practically raised us"
"Yeah after turning mum into a whore and drug addict. Dad would have hated him T. I'm sorry Jax I know he's your step dad but I will never forgive him"

Jax nods "I get it H. Really I do, he's changed since dad and your dad died and we are kind of not speaking right now"
"VP and President at each others throats just what the club needs"
"You don't care about the club anymore Harley"
"That's not fair T. I love everyone in that club. I just can't be around Clay I'm sorry"
He shakes his head and walks towards the door "then we can't help you"
"Fine"
As he opens the door I see Chris standing there, arm raised ready to knock.
"Chris?"
"Sorry. I should have called"

I shake my head and wave him in "come in please"
As he walks in I see my brother look at him, he clears his throat "I'm Trig. Harleys big brother"
"Nice to meet you. I'm Chris"
He nods and I see Jax smirk "we are big fans"
Chris smiles and stands next to me "can we talk?"
I nod and look at my brother "tell clay it's a firm No and I'll figure this out myself"
Trig, Jax and Opie walk out and I hear the familiar roar of the motorbikes ride off. I turn to Chris and he looks nervous.
"Do you want a drink?"

"Please. What was that about?"
"Chris....."
"Right. Can't explain"
I sigh "it's just complicated chris, I told you I don't what you getting hurt"
"I don't know what's going on harley but I do know I met this amazing woman at a tattoo shop and I'm crazy about her, so much in fact that I'm
Pretty sure I'm in love with her." I look up and he smiles. He walks towards me and cups my cheeks "I love you Harley but I need to be able to get to know you. The real you"
I nod "okay"