Tattoo over my heart

The talk

Harley POV

I answer my door and see the one person I've been waiting weeks to see.
"Chris? I thought you were picking me up later?"
"I am but I just got back and I needed to see you and talk"
"Ok. Come on in"
I open the door wider for him and he walks inside heading for the kitchen. It's time to have the one conversation I'm dreading having.
"Can I get you a drink or something to eat?"
"No thank you"
"Okay"

"How are you feeling?"
"Im okay, nausea is definitely not a joke and I'm exhausted all the time but other then that I'm okay"
He nods "are you working right now?"
"Not right now. I have plenty saved up so I'm okay why?"
"I was just making sure your not over doing it"
I can't help but smile "I'm taking it easy I promise"
He nods "how was filming?"
"It was good. I have to go back in a few weeks"

I nod "I went to the hospital and got an ultrasound done" I pull out the photo and hand it to him. He smiles "I also got this" I start playing an audio file on my phone of the babies heartbeat.
"They aren't normally able to detect it so early but they could so I wanted to record it for you"
He doesn't say anything, he just stares down at the photo and I see a small tear drop down his cheek.
"Are you okay chris?"
"Yeah" he wipes at his eyes "sorry, just wow"
I chuckle "yeah that was my response too"
"Have you made a decision?"

I nod "I've been going back and forth for the last 3 weeks and I truly didn't have a clue what I was going to do" I see him look down, so I walk towards him and take his hand and as he looks up I see more tears.
"When I heard that heartbeat and saw that sonogram I knew instantly that I wanted this, this baby. I want this baby Chris. And I hope you still want this too"
He pulls me towards him and cups my cheeks, kissing me deeply. As he pulls away, he smiles at me "of course I want this. I want this more then anything Harley"
"Really? Even after everything?"
"Yes. Your past is something you can't change and I know you don't want to be apart of that anymore. I think we could have a great future together and I made a huge mistake walking away and I won't do that again"

"Are you sure Chris? Because if you just want this because of the baby then I won't stop you from seeing them I promise"
"Harley. I love you, I want you and I want this baby" he places his hand on my stomach and I can't help the tears that fall.
"Have you told your brother?"
"Yeah. He came to see me the other day and he told me clay is no longer in charge, he is out of the club and Jax is now boss. So things are changing. They all say they want us to go round as often as we can"
"Just to visit right?"
I can't help but chuckle "yes. I'm not involved with the club any longer Chris. You and this baby mean so much to me and I won't have anything get in the way of us"
"Us. That's sounds nice"
"It really does"

He kisses me again, deeply and passionately. He picks me up and walks us to my bedroom, I love this man with my whole heart and now that I'm having his baby, I can't believe how lucky I am.