Tattoo over my heart

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Harley POV

I wake up and see I'm laying on Chris's chest, we completely lost ourselves in each other. We made love, it was slow and passionate and everything I had ever wished for. He was comforting and kind and loving and I've never felt so safe in my whole life. I gently lift myself and get out of bed, making my way to the kitchen. I have so many thoughts in my head, thoughts about my brother, about clay and about Chris.
What if Chris wakes up and regrets what we did and realises we can't be together. That my life is too complicated for him.

I stare out of my kitchen window wondering what my life would have been like if I had stayed with the club and not left. My brother probably wouldn't be in hospital right now and I would have never met Ryan. But then I would have never met Chris and I don't think I could live without him now. As I'm thinking I feel two arms wrap around me and I feel Chris kiss my neck.
"You okay?"
I nod "just thinking"
He turns me around and wraps me in his arms "do you regret it?"
I shake my head "do you? I would understand if you do"
"Of course not. I meant what I said Harley. I'm in this"

I smile and I feel a tear drop "are you sure?"
"Yes" he cups my cheeks and pulls me into a loving kiss. He is so soft and delicate with me and I love it. I love him.
"Let's go back to bed"
"Okay" I whisper "let me just go to the bathroom and I'll be there"
He nods and kisses me once more before heading back upstairs. I take out my phone and send a text to Jax, asking how trig is and if he can keep my posted. He replies straight away saying of course he will and he hopes I'm okay. I smile, even if clay hates me I know everyone else stills loves me.

As I finish up in the bathroom I head into my bedroom, chris is sat shirtless up against my headboard smiling at me.
"You okay beautiful?"
"I'm okay" I climb into bed and cuddle up to Chris, he sighs and kisses my head "I love you"
I smile "I love you too"
He kisses my head once more before we scoot down and drift off to sleep.

Chris POV

I wake up the next morning No harley in sight, I look around the room before noticing a note on the pillow next to me.
"Hey handsome, I've just gone for a run I'll be back soon. Help yourself to coffee and anything in the kitchen. I love you"
I can't help but smile her life is crazy but she is so worth all of this. I head to the kitchen and make myself a coffee, seeing what she has in her cupboards and her fridge and seeing what I can put together for breakfast. I settle on pancakes, bacon and scrambled egg.

I set it all up and wait for Harley to return, coffee brewing and a smile on my face. I hear the door open and she walks into the kitchen and a smile on her face as she sees the spread in front of us.
"Wow!"
"I didn't know if you'd be hungry"
"I'm starving, you didn't have to do this"
"I know, but I wanted too. Why don't you go shower and then come enjoy some food"
"Okay handsome, I won't be long"
"Okay" she pecks my lips and saunters off to the bathroom, I smile as I watch her go. Wondering how did I get so lucky to have her in my life.