Tattoo over my heart

Her death

Harley POV

I have no idea what happened, I just remember trig pulling me away and when I looked down I couldn't barley see her face anymore, she was just a bloody mess.
"Stop Harley!"
My breathing is erratic and my knuckles are bleeding.
"That's enough" his hands are on my shoulders, he is staring at me. I nod and move away from him. Walking over to the bench that's behind him and sitting down.

I look down at my hands and there messed up, I can feel my eye swelling, I'm pretty sure she got a few good hits in but I can't really remember. It's like a blacked out.
"Is she dead?" I ask but don't hear a response.
So I stand and walk towards the ring, where her dad is stood over her.
"Is she dead?"
Trig looks over and shakes his head "no. But she is in a bad way"
I shake my head "im sorry.....im...."
"Just go. All of you"

Trig grabs my arm and we walk out, I remember Chris. He saw me do that, I pull away from my brother "where's Chris?"
"Harley..."
"Where is he?"
"He left. When you didn't stop, he left"
"I.....I don't......I don't know what happened"
"You saw red Harley, it was like someone took over you. You were so angry. Just like when....."
"When I first killed someone"
He nods "come on let's just go okay"
"I thought.......I really thought I had changed"
"You have changed Harley, your not that same person anymore. You were angry and that's understandable"

"Please just take me home"
He nods and he drives me back, I tell him I'll call and head on inside my home. I go straight to the bathroom, cleaning my self up and when I look into the mirror for the first time, my face is black and blue. My eye slightly swollen and so is my lip. God I look just like I had when I was younger.
As I clean myself up, I hear a knock at the door and I grab my robe and head downstairs. As I open it I see Chris standing there.
"Chris?"

"Can I come in?"
I nod and move out of the way, he heads to my kitchen and stands there.
"Why are you here?"
"I.....I wanted to see you if you were okay"
"I.....I don't really know. Chris im so...."
He shakes his head "that was scary Harley, I've never seen anyone like that before"
"I know. I'm sorry Chris. I.....I don't even know what happened. I was just so angry."
"I know. I understand, I'm sorry I left I just...."
"No. You don't have to apologise really"

He walks towards me and wraps his arms around me "I love you. You know that right"
I nod "I love you too"
"Harley...." I look up at him and I already see it in his face.
"It's okay. I get it"
"I'm sorry"
I shake my head and hug him tight "don't apologise. I hope you find someone to make you happy Chris. You deserve it"
"You do too you know"
"Maybe"

We pull apart and he heads towards the door "I really do love you and I won't forget you"
"I won't forget you either"
He smiles and walks away, as the door clothes my heart shatters. I knew my past would catch up with me and I knew it would destroy my life. Who was I kidding? Did I really think that the old me was gone? It's who I am, there is no changing that.