Chrono (Chan x reader)

A Hiccup, But Beach Makes It Better

I do NOT want to get up. Chan's bed is too comfortable and I'm trying so hard to get back to the dream I was having. Ugh, the whole reason I worked mega overtime the last two weeks is so that I could sleep and do nothing for a little bit. Even if it's just two days.

But I also want to be asleep for as long as possible so I can get away with not eating. For some reason I just haven't been able to keep anything down. I don't know if it's stress or if teenage me is making a comeback. Very frustrating, very frustrating.

*door creek*

Oop-

"Y/N? You slump?" Lilith asks, creeping her way towards me.

I remain 'asleep' and give no response.

"Hm, that's okay. I'll just talk to you while you sleep then" She says, sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Things have kind of been hitting me hard lately. The whole escaping, meeting someone I really really like, coming back, getting kidnapped by what's basically a demigod. It's just a lot. I think I've hurt Changbin's feelings too. I started to distance myself because I feel I'm not good enough for him. He's so perfect; he's strong, handsome, kind, funny, talented, a great cuddle buddy. And I'm..not. I have an attitude problem, I'm a little below average in looks, I'm about as strong as a baby deer fresh out the cooter, I have no talents, I'm okay at cuddling. I'm just..okay. Why can't I be more than that?" She says, letting out a quiet sob.

She takes a moment and just cries. Cries her little heart out so hard I almost consider dropping the act. But she calms down enough for me to not be too worried.

"He deserves so much better than me" She whispers, choking out a cry before falling silent.

I had no idea she felt like this. Damn. I feel like the shittiest best friend ever right now.

I pretend to be moving in my sleep and pull her to lay down in my arms. She seems a bit flabbergasted at first but then embraces her fate.

Soon enough both of us are knocked out.

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I begin to come out of my slumber, not opening my eyes but definitely not asleep. Darn. The sun in still out, I can see it on my eye lids.

Is Lilith still here?

I feel around the bed and find that I am alone. Maybe. Just in case, I open my eyes enough to see the room and glance at Jeongin's bed. Yup, I'm alone.

The door then begins to open, so I quickly close my eyes and steady my breathing.

"Y/N, I know you're awake" Felix says, taking a seat on the edge of the bed.

Damnit.

I've been caught.

"You got me. Whatcha need?" I say, turning onto my back to stare at the ceiling.

"I need you to eat something" He says.

I turn to look at him and he has a brow up, brandishing the most parent look to ever parent look. Quite tempting Lee Felix. But not enough.

I turn to lay on my other side and face the wall, saying nothing.

He sighs, falling quiet and just sitting there pondering.

"Is there a reason you won't?" He asks, sounding to genuinely care about the answer.

"Yes. But you'll think it's stupid" I answer, not turning around.

"I promise I won't. If it's upsetting you then it's not stupid" He says, encouraging me to spill the beans.

Ah fuck it, "it's just stress really. But I'm starting to think maybe it's not. Then again, maybe it's just me being suuuper lazy because just the thought of having to open my mouth and chew makes me tired and a little nauseous. Don't even get me started on nausea. I eat, I'm nauseous. I don't eat, I'm nauseous. Either way I'll still feel like shit so I might as well lessen my chances of throwing up by not consuming anything" I confess, falling into a train of thought.