𝐏𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐬𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐚 || 𝐉.𝐉𝐊 ✔️

𝐃𝐚𝐲 6 : 𝐅𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠

My brain was screaming at me to stop my weird obsession with a stranger whose name I never knew. But my heart didn't listen.

I found myself sitting under that tree again, beside that girl who he liked.

There was no doubt in that, I saw them kiss, I drew that kiss.

Then why did I feel so entitled about the whole ordeal? Why did I feel included?

This time when he came, I heard them talking. I found myself drawing them again.

But this time, I heard their conversation. More like I could hear it now. Their names. I heard their names.

Jungkook.

That's his name. Jungkook. Such a beautiful name for this beautiful guy.

I heard him call her out, it felt familiar.

Yasmine.

Yasmine? Isn't she a character of my story?

Her name was Yasmine.

It felt so natural to hear them talk. As if I'd always heard them inside my head. Their voices were as familiar as the voice in my head.

Somehow, this conversation didn't agonize me, it didn't arouse my jealousy. It made me feel included.

For some reason, I felt like I was a part of this conversation too. But they never called out my name. They never once said Y/N. What was happening?

This time I drew them, not only them but also myself.