I don't deserve him.
I don't deserve love.
I don't deserve his love.
I am disgusting for trying to trick him.
"Jungkook, this is beautiful," I said with tears blocking my vision, making it misty.
"Don't you think I deserve a kiss for this?" he asked and said so lovingly, my repentance grew firmer.
"Jungkook, you deserve everything, everything this world has to offer," I said while partially sobbing, "but me? I don't deserve anything. I don't deserve you, I don't deserve your love. I'm so sorry."
"What happened? Why are you saying all that? I love you," he said, his voice hinting panic.
"I'm a bad person. I don't deserve you," I said as I ran away.
Tears still hazing my eyes, but I didn't care. I ran.
I ran till my feet could give up.
I ran to nowhere.
But suddenly I had a pair of arms wrapped around me, providing me a weird sense of comfort amidst this mayhem of emotions.
"Sweetheart, why would you say all that? I love you, you deserve it," Jungkook said, I recognised his voice in a moment and guilt rushed through me.
I immediately got out of his grip and faced him, wiping away all those tears.
"Jungkook, listen. I love you too. I love you so much. But I don't deserve your love. I'm a disgusting person for what I did," I said firmly, my voice cracked in the middle but I pretended that I was confident.
"You did nothing. You did absolutely nothing. And I won't listen anything now, I love you," he said and pressed his lips on mine.
He hugged me tightly like I would slip out of his embrace if he didn't.
I was feeling even more guilty now. He thought so highly of me and I was just being a disappointing chaos here.
It felt so weird yet so right.
When he hugged me, when he kissed me, the guilt was eating me up on the inside but I felt blissful.
It was as if his warmth was tending me on the outside for the fire he was igniting within me.
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