Chans pov
The entire room erupted into panic as felixs breathing monitor went flat, hyunjin and minho burst into immediate tears. I held minho close while kai held hyunjin
All the other kids were trying not to cry so they could comfort one and other and call doctors to the room
Jisungs pov
I tried to hold it in, but I couldn't help it. There he laid peacefully while the monitor went off. I sobbed loudly, startling jeongin who was hugging me tightly
" lixie!" I screamed and held onto my brother tightly, digging my fingers into the fabric of his shirt " no! No! He can't be gone! He can't! They have to bring him back like they did for binnie! They have to! They have too...."
" I know..." Jeongin said softly, clearly holding back his own tears " its gonna be okay sungie "
I cried into his shoulder , I cried so hard my throat went raw but I never stopped crying
Suddenly doctors rushed into the room, the others came into a group hug with me in the centre. All of us ,including kai, were now in tears. Scared for the younger.
The one day we had been in school to properly talk to kai we had all gotten pretty close, and the group chat is funny as fuck. But that's all beside the point. Lixie is dead
Lixie is gone and there's nothing I can do about it but sob as the doctors desperately try to bring him back. But unlike changbin the monitor didn't go back on for him, it stayed flat
That's how we all knew we weren't getting him back and that he was gone for good....I can't believe it
" lix!" I wailed , ignoring everyone else crying around me so i could release my emotions into Jeongins chest
Changbins arms were wrapped around me from behind, he squeezed me tightly and cried into my back. None of us could cope with this, we needed our brother back . We need felix. All of us need eachother we can't just....lose anyone, whether it be dad, mom , changbin, hyunjin, me, felix , seungmin or jeongin. We are eachothers coping mechanisms and having any of us die means we lose that....we are all gonna break without lix here. Our happiness is gonna fall apart....this can't be happening
Minhos pov
2 and a half hours. That's how long he's been laid there dead while the doctors let us cry out hearts out, how did I let this happen? What the fuck am I gonna do? My baby is gone and there's nothing I can do about it.
Seungmin and jeongin were sat at the end of felixs bed, holding the cold hands of their brother. Jisung was crying so loud his throat was raw. Changbin hadn't spoken at all, just cried. Hyunjin was cuddling up up kai on a mattress to hopefully calm him down. Chan was distraught. Everything's gone to shit without our sunshine boy.
Suddenly, there was a shift in the bed. All of our heads snapped towards felix who had pulled his hands from jeongin and seungmin, he was rubbing his eyes?
" oh my god!" I yelled and ran over " how are you alive?! Baby, oh my god " I rested my forehead on his
" what?" He said in confusion " I just napped...?"
The breathing monitor was still going off which caused confusion all over " lix , show me your chest" chan sighed
Felix obliged.....it wasn't plugged in. " It wasn't attached to him." I groaned , the doctors didn't check if he had accidentally knocked it in his sleep!?
" it just wasn't attached to you!?" Yelled Jisung " I cried for two hours felix!" He came over and hugged him tightly
" sorry....I was just trying to nap" he pouted
" it's fine baby, as long as you're okay" I cupped his cheek and pecked his forehead " I'm not letting the hospital off easy for this though, made me have a panic attack."
" thank god you're alive " hyunjins voice shook, he was now sat up with kais arms wrapped around his waist from behind trying to drag him back down into a hug " I thought I'd lost my best friend..."
" well, I'm here. No worries" he giggled " no worrying at all from this point on, we are all gonna get better effective when I get home"
" wish it was that simple sunshine " chan ruffled his hair " we can try and heal you all, but it's not gonna be easy"
I hummed in agreement " but , like your dad said. We are gonna try, we are gonna try as hard as we possibly can"
" yeah " chan nodded
All the kids, came over to show all the love they could to their brother who was previously thought dead. God, I'm gonna give the hospital so much shit for this.
