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"If your not mad then why the fuck do you keep ignoring me Chloe like I expect you not to be ok with what happened yesterday but this ignoring me shit is childish"

Ok so it's the next day and I don't know how to feel basically after the whole intervention I asked Dream to take me home like to my dads house because I was mad when I first left their house but now that I'm thinking it over

I'm not made anymore more so just so confused but that's the over thinker in me but it has been driving Fresh crazy like today he came over my house and my dad let him in because I turned off my location,my phone is on dnd,and I haven't left my room yet

Now he's trying to get me to go out with him but I'm not in the mood for that right now "I'm not ignoring and I'm not mad I'm just confused that's all" he nodded looking like he was expecting more to my sentence but it wasn't

So then he went on to say "confused about what baby I can't help you with your confusion if you don't tell me what's confusing you just tell me" I huffed "I'm confused on why you took me over there to talk to Evie when she knows for a fact she's welcome in my house weather we are friends or not

She's like my parents other kid it's like I know she wasn't scared or thinking I would put my hands on her I'm just trying to figure it out then I was mad yesterday at you but I'm not mad anymore" he nodded and sat next to me "ok if you were mad at me yesterday what did I do yesterday"

I looked over at him and huffed "I was angry because you just sat there while your best friend and my ex sat in front of me pouring his heart out and you didn't even attempt to get upset you just let him talk I thought you were trying to leave me or something"

He made a face "and why the fuck would I do some dumb shit like that" I shrugged "I don't know but a normal nigga wouldn't let anybody pour they heart out to they girlfriend so I was confused" Fresh shook his head "well I'm not normal niggas and we both know that shit

But it was one day when Evie pulled me to the side and started telling me about the plan and at first I was like nah because I know how you are but then she started crying and explaining herself even more so I finally folded then she added that

Ky wanted to ask me could he talk to you to and he basically explained to me that he wants to genuinely apologize to you because fucking with each other aside your a good person and he felt bad for kinda fucking you up so I let him

Because I'm not one of them niggas that are gonna be like your my girl you ain't going nowhere that's why I let him do it it's more like a you are an amazing woman and you deserve all those apologies even if he wanted to say it like that

Because as your nigga sitting here watching you cry about shit you ain't do rubs me the wrong way and I don't wanna ever see you cry over dumb shìt  like that again ight" I nodded "I was just....I didn't know how to handle the situation and I didn't think I had anyone like

Yes you are here but I don't know it was something in me stopping myself with being completely vulnerable with you but now I'm happy I know I can be" he huffed "baby once I asked you to be my girl I became

Your nigga,your protection,your porn star,and your therapist I want you to let the wait of everything that's on your mind in to me so I can make it ok my goal as your man is for me to be your safe space

So all that hesitation you once had in your heart I hope it's all gone because I'm all in with you ten fold and I really want you to feel the same" I sighed "I was like I said a lot hesitation at first but after hearing you say all this

And you willing to put our relationship at risk knowing how I am just so I can have my best friend back I'm all in with you to hand on the Bible I'll trust you with my life" he smiled "thank you baby now I feel like I have one more thing to say before we are officially cool"

I raised an eyebrow "what are you talking about" he huffed "I know your all heavy Christian and your daddy is a paster but I wanted to let you know before anything came up that I'm bisexual and I'm sorry for not telling you before"

I raised my eyebrow "I mean ok thank you for letting me know" he made a face "so you ain't mad" I shook my head "no I am to and why would I judge you for something you can't control like you can't catch gay or bisexual that's just the way you were born

And what are you talking about before anything comes up" he huffed "well we didn't pop out yet well at least not officially yet but I know when we do that color past I told you about some people might pop up and no I haven't been messing with anyone

Like this past month that we have been together but in the beginning I did fuck someone else and I mean like early beginning like day to of us not even knowing what we wanted this to be" I nodded again with the honesty I love it

"Ok as long as your telling the truth we should have no problems and plus I'm not very easily moved" he chuckled "oh shit I know" we both started laughing then he flopped on my bed

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