What do we have here

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Chloe pov
*knock knock knock* "baby girl can I come in" it's been a few hours since I got home from school and I was just laying in my bed on my phone because freshs sister needed him home to help her with something

"Yeah come in dad" he waited a few seconds then opened my door "hey love where is Dream" I sat up and sat my phone down "oh his sister called him before we left for school today and said she needed his help with some thing around there house since he ain't really been there much

But wassup dad did you need something" him and my mom just got from the trip yesterday and he's been sleeping majority of the day and if it was something slight he would have just texted me or called me instead of coming all the way upstairs

"Uhh yeah actually so you know me and your mother went on that church retreat and during that we finally had time to talk about our relationship and the divorce without being angry or yelling at each other but

I'm not gonna beat around the bush with you we have built a healthy relationship on trust and I don't wanna keep anything from you so I just wanted you to know that me and your mother are no longer getting a divorce

And I know you might be upset baby girl but as extra and as crazy as your momma might be she's my first love and gave me you and your siblings so I'm sorry if I may upset you" I nodded "I'm not made at you because that would make me a hypocrite

But I will say dad I love you to but I'm Not going back to how things use to be I'm happy with the life I had made for myself and the relationship I've made with you and if I have to leave your house not to jeopardize that I will"

He shook his head "yeah me and your mom talked about that to and I let her know just because I forgave her and she has my trust back doesn't mean she has your I let her know that you still love her but not much will be changing and with some back and force she agreed but

She does want one thing from the both of us" I raised my eyebrow "and what is that" he huffed "she wants us to come back with her to church she said that she doesn't hear you singing much anymore and it breaks her heart

And me being a paster really did make me happy sharing the word of god and if it makes you feel better I talked to Evie's dad and he's willing to go back to and talk to Evie" I huffed "a part of me wants to go back to church to but aren't you scared of being judged dad"

He chuckled "if I was scared of someone judging me I would hide in the house like a coward and frankly I'm to damn big and grown to be hiding from anything so if they do judge me they will have to face god not me"

I nodded "fine we can start going back to church and I'll sing one song I don't really sing much anymore because momma kinda ruined it for me but I do miss hearing my voice sometimes to"

He smiled and then leaned over to kiss my forehead "you've grown so much over the last few months you remind me that I'm actually doing a pretty good job at this parenting shit but anyways enough of this conversation what do you want for dinner I'm hungry as fuck"

I laughed and said "uhh we ain't have Chinese food in a while but we gone have to pick it up because you know if we order it from Ching mi it's Finna be cold" he nodded "ight put your shoes on I'm driving"

I smiled and stood up from my bed

*time jump*
"I mean nah I'm not upset that they are getting back together like it's gonna be good to see my father happy in that way again but I just don't want things to change like

Us our relationship is perfect to me like look a few months ago boys weren't even aloud past the front door now I'm laying on top of you with my door closed and I just don't want him to fall back under my moms

Spell making everything go back to the way it was because I love being a cheerleader,I love being with you,I love dressing how I want,and I love the person I have become and I just don't want that striped away from me"

He shook his head "baby I'm sure over time your mom has come to some sort of realization that your grown and she can't live vicariously through you so just chill and as far as the church thing I will come with you

Because it would be nice to hear your voice outside the shower" I chuckled "yeah I guess I'm just scared I'll get judge because I remember the first time I went back and brought you they were just looking and judging and I hated it

It's like people and church aren't supposed to judge me that's all they do they don't get to know anybody they just judge off what they see then the last time they seen me I was dressed like a fucking nun

And I still had hair bows and shit in my head like I was a child I'm really starting to think they really forgot how old I am it's just I don't wanna have to act like something I'm not just to get peoples approval that I really

Don't give a fuck about like my momma or my grandma or anybody other crazy ass woman in that church house" fresh ran his hands through my hair and said "baby the only person you have to be is you and if they don't accept you then don't go back nobodies forcing you not even your dad"

I nodded "thank you baby"