Echos of Forever (Kakashi love story)

Between us

Groaning I crack my eyes open to the blinding light . Inari does my body hurt ! I blink a few times allowing my vision to focus. I reach up pulling the oxygen Mask off me , looking at myself I'm bandaged practically head to toe. I hear a gasp a nurse blushes and rushes out of the room. I hurriedly throw a illusion of my mask being on . I see granny walk in " I'm gonna be honest I wasn't expecting you to be up so soon Haven "  I nod my head " What happened to me ,your giving me a  look thats setting off my alarms ," She looks down sadly I furrow my brows where's my boys " Granny where's my boys it's not like them not to be here? Oh Inari please tell me there okay ?!" I start to panic " Relax brat their fine I just told them to wait in the waiting room while I talk to you."  Wait she didn't even  threaten to best me when I called her Granny." What's wrong with me?" My mind running a mile a minute trying to figure out what could be the problem. I watch as she sits down and holds my hand " Haven why didn't you tell me and why on earth would you go fight?" I watch absolute concern and grief on her face .' "What are you talking about I fought because it's my village.." shock flashes across her face. " Oh Haven I'm so sorry ." " Granny you are scareing me."  She grips my hand " Haven you were pregnant at least 13 weeks you were almost to your second trimester. " my entire  body freezes. I was pregnant?." I...I thought I was coming down with the flu or something...i." She squeezes my hand  I look at her pleading to tell me she is wrong " Granny are you sure th..I.." I take a shake breath willing myself not to meltdown. She knows how long I've been longing for my own But I've never approached the topic with the guys again since that night. She just gives me a sad look. I hold her hand tighter ." Can..can we just keep this between us please ?" She nods her head "Ofcourse Red,do you want me to send in the boys ?" I shake ny head ,stuttering " Can you just bring me Naru? " I want my son . She squeezes my hand one more time and leaves. I look out the Window it's late, Maybe Naru is sleeping.. I grip my stomach and let out a strangled sob .

I wipe my face when I hear a knock  it's Tsunade with Naru '
" Mom!!" He dives into the bed snuggling up to me I hold him tightly " I was so scared mom !" He begins to cry feeling his body shake I pull him even closer to me " Shh it's okay Naru I'm right here nothings going to happen to you as long as Your dad and I are around " He cries until he falls asleep I kiss the top of his head and hold him tighter if it's even possible and silently cry.

We see Tsunade walk into the waiting room,Inari please let her tell us we can go back now. I run my hand through my blond locks . I see a grief striken look on her face ,oh no what's wrong. Kakashi beats me to it " Is something wrong?" I see his entire body tense. " No she's actually awake" we both release a breath we were holding. " So does that mean we can go to see her??" She shakes her head " Actually she has only asked for me to bring her Naruto." That's not like her she normally wants all of us ." Is she okay Tsunade " something is telling me she isn't. " Minato no she isn't okay but I can not say anything " I look at my student who looks like he's about to tear his hair out, Oh Kakashi I understand.  I softly wake Naruto " Hey Buddy wake up" He raises his head rubbing his eyes with his tiny hands," Mom wants to see you " He pulls away from me " Common let's go dad Kashi!" She frown sadly " No buddy Tsunade here is gonna take you to see her Kashi and I have to do some work before we can see her okay?" He frowns but let's Tsunade carry him away. " Sensei what..what could be wrong with her ?"I pull him into half hug " I'm not sure Kakashi maybe something happend during the battle" He nods his head  I feel him softly shake ,as he quietly cries ." I'm just glad she is alive sensei " I nod my head I don't think any of us can handle looseing her.

"Kakashi why don't we go home okay I'm sure she'll fall asleep with Naruto " He nods and we  head home slowly . Opening the door I flip the lights on,  sighing it seems so empty without those two here .
I make coffee I'm sure neither one of us is going to sleep anytime soon. " Do you know what your gonna do ?" I sigh and grab a bottle of liquor out kf the cabinet pouring some in our coffee  Kakashi  gives me a thankful look. " Honestly I don't know probably send more anbu out to look for Orchimaru, I just can't figure out what brought this sudden attack on the village" takeing a huge swig of my drink."I'm aware I am the hokage but you know as well as everyone else she is an equal leader with me now ,I.." I trail off. He nods his in understanding,  we sit for way to long in silence drinking.
Before we slowly moving to our own bedrooms. I sit on the edge of my bed " What is going on Haven ?" I ask the air ,I shake my head as if it'll get rid of the image's of her laying bloody and limp in my arms.What ever it is we can help carry it with you,she doesn't have to do it alone.  I lay down in bed without even stripping out my clothing.