Brady noon imagines🫶🏽

Cuts

A/n: so this is about self harm and if you not comfortable with that feel free to skip. This was requested and I'm not gonna say by who in case they don't want people to know their business. Just know your not alone and there's always someone you can talk to feel free to dm me if needed!!

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I was hanging out with my boyfriend Brady, his brother Connor, and his older sister Madison we had just left Starbucks and was about to go home and as we were walking to Brady's car Maddie asked

"Y/n how are you not dying of a heat stroke in that big sweat shirt it's hot as hell out here I feel like every time I see you you have a sweatshirt on"

"Oh I'm just always cold" I laughed

It's true I had been wearing sweat shirts all summer and I was dying of a heat stroke but I couldn't let them see my arms especially not Brady I can't even imagine what he'd think of me if he saw my cuts, he'd probably be disgusted in me and break up with me and I can't even imagine that.

Luckily no more questions were asked and we had a nice ride home just listening to music. We got back to Brady's house and his mom had just made dinner so we sat down to eat. I sat in between Brady and Connor mostly because they fight when they sit next to each other and it's the two people I'm most comfortable with in the room but as I was eating I moved my wrist a weird way and I felt a stinging, I had busted one of my fresh cuts open I knew it was gonna start bleeding and they'd see it through my sweat shirt so I excused myself to go wrap it up. I walked up stairs to Brady's bathroom while taking off my hoodie and started looking through his draws to find a bandage but he didn't have any so I decided to go look in his volleyball bag because I knew he had some in there but as I was looking through it I heard I soft knock followed by Brady's voice.

Bradys pov

I decided to go check on my girlfriend y/n after she excused herself because she was taking a while. I walked upstairs and into my room where I saw her I softy knock on the door frame so I wouldn't scare her

"Y/n?" I said

She turned around and I saw it. I saw all the cuts on her wrist she tried to hide it but I had already seen them.

Your pov

I tried to hide my arms but he had already them he started walking towards he had this look on his face that I had never seen, it was a mix of worry, disappointment, fear, and confusion. He stood in front of me and looked into my eyes, I couldn't help it I started sobbing and fell to my knees he followed and held me in his arms. He rocked me back and forth slowly

"I'm sorry I'm so sorry" I sobbed

"Y/n it's okay just please stop crying and talk to me" he seemed frustrated

I continued to cry

"Please y/n I wanna help you"

He wanted to help me? I realized he wasn't freaking out or yelling at me he was comforting me.

After a few minutes he finally got me to calm down some how

"Y/n I just wanna know why? Why would you hurt yourself like that" he asked

"I don't know, it was just everything work, school, and sports I was always doing something and never had time to take a break my mental health got so bad and you where never here you were in la, I felt trapped and empty I just needed something to make everything feel right again" I softly cried

I watched his face dropped as if I had just broke his heart into a million pieces with just some words

"I'm sorry dove I had no idea why didn't you tell me even if I was in la"

"You we're always busy I didn't wanna bother you"

He just hugged me

"Show me your scars" he said

"But why?" I asked

"I wanna see every time you needed me and I wasn't there"

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A/n: omg I don't know if I like this sorry if it sucks and it doesn't even seem like something that would happen in this situation I can fix it and make a new one. Also again if you need anyone to talk to my dms are open!!🤍