When I woke up the next morning I smelled bacon. I cried myself to sleep last night knowing that it was probably over between me and Cardo. He has my virginity and he has my heart. I laid on my back and stared at the ceiling. The little sparkles over the smooth surface made it look like a white sky with gold stars.
My room door opened and Cardo stepped through it closing it back. He walked over to the bed and got in laying next to me. I turned on my side and looked him in the eyes. He brushed the hair out of my face and caressed my cheek wiping a stray tear from it. I scooted closer to him and laid my head on his chest. Pulling me into his arms I looked up at him. I gazed in his green eyes and kissed his soft full lips.
He kisses me back and pulls he closer to him. He slips his tongue into my mouth and I lift my head to a different angle. I run my fingers through his hair as our tongues entangle with each other. He hasn't cut his hair in a while so it's curly and long. I break away and pull him closer to me so he can't see my face. He just holds me and rubs my stomach and back. "You really gone move back to Connecticut and leave me?" He whispers in my ear slipping his hands in my panties. His fingers run over the hem of them and my breath hitches.
"I gotta go where it's safe." I say back breathless. "And its not safe here-" when he slips a finger in me I stop talking and moan into his ear. I forgot what I was about to say to him. All I can focus on is the slow movement of his fingers in and out of my wetness. "I gotta-mmmmh." I try to get my words together again but he moves them faster. "Oooooh Cardo." I say into his shirt. My cum starts to overflow when I hit my peak.
"What were you saying?" he asks me pulling back looking at me. He licks his fingers and I stare at him in awe. He hit you, Lena. You have to grow some balls and quit forgiving him every time he pleasures you in some form. I think he is literally trying to seduce me into staying here with him. "Baby?" he brings me back to reality.
Sitting up I lean away from him and get out of the bed. I stand up and turn to him smoothing down my big shirt and taking my underwear off completely. "I'm going to start over where it is safe to raise our children." I say plainly turning away from him and walking into the bathroom. He follows and picks me up. I sit up on the counter and he immediately goes down on me. Here we go again.
After we finish up I walk downstairs into the living room to see Elisa holding Ryder and talking to Danny. I think they are flirting because his laugh and her smile can't go unnoticed.
I pass them and go into the kitchen where Ray is talking to Carlos seriously about something. Instead of walking all the way in I back up and listen in because I'm a nosey ass little girl. "He gotta understand she is going through a lot." Ray said.
"But damn she gotta leave with both the Niggahs babies?" Carlos asks back.
"I don't agree with her leaving but she did ask him to choose and Katrina did the same thing. I chose to keep Selling too and now my baby mama has left me all alone with a 2 year old to raise. You know who she with right?"
"Nah who?"
"Drik Niggah Drik! If I see his ass promise. If Cardo don't do it I will, he fucked my Niggah over before Cardo was even born and then he murdering Lena's family. "
"I feel you on that. Lena ain't did nothing to nobody until they fucked with her. Cardo tell you about how Ahriyah popped up out of nowhere and tried to suck him up?"
That made me want to walk in there and start going the fuck off but I just clenched my jaw and continued to listen. "Hell nah that bitch gone get enough too always trying to take someone's niggah. Katrina thinks they best friends but the minute Katrina left here comes Ahriyah knocking on my door."
