Autophobia: The specific phobia or a morbid fear or dread of oneself or of being alone, isolated, abandoned, and ignored. This specific phobia is associated with the idea of being alone, causing severe anxiety.
Started: 16th of July 2023
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*BEFORE THIS CHAPTER STARTS I WOULD LIKE TO SAY I DO NOT CONDONE UNDERAGE DRINKING IN ANYWAY SHAPE OR FORM AND THERE MAY BE A TRIGGER WARNING. IF SO IT WILL BE SHOWN BEFORE SAID TRIGGERING EVENT. THANKYOU.*
Eunkyung was sitting on the bathroom floor, blade to her arm. Nothing but anger, hate, and sadness surged through her veins. Simply not wanting to be around anymore. Eunkyung let out an agonizingly painful cry as the blade slowly dug into her arm, a crimson red starting to brim almost immediately.
Eunkyung looked at her blood trickle down her arm, a sigh of relief escaping her as she continued to cry, repeating the same action as before over and over again, some with more force than others. She picked up the soju bottle taking yet another swig of it before letting the empty bottle lay on the floor next to her, her blood slowly starting to puddle in front of her.
Unbeknownst to the drunk girl her cousin and his members had entered the apartment, they noticed the music blasting yet there was no Eunkyung in sight. Jaemin doesn't question it just assuming that she had gone off to do something like she usually would. Haechan, Chenle, and Mark accompanied them since it was their day off the next day. They decided they'd have a sleepover and movie night in order to release the tense feeling they all continuously felt due to work.
All the members continued to do their things, the 3 guests dumping their stuff in separate rooms, Haechan leaving his in the loungeroom since he planned on bunking on the couch. Renjun looked around, concern slowly growing in him. Usually, Eunkyung would notice they were back by now but there was no greeting.
"Hey Jeno, I'll be back in a minute, I'm gonna go find Eunkyung, I haven't seen her in a while." Jeno looked over at Renjun, showing him he has his attention, sending the boy a small nod. Renjun nodded to himself before slowly venturing into the apartment. The first place he went was her room in hopes of finding her asleep in bed, peacefully, nothing wrong.
Unfortunately, when he made it to her room and lightly knocked before entering, he was greeted with an empty bed and tidy room staring back at him. The sight of her not in her bed started to panic him. Without an explanation he started to rummage through the house, checking every room possible before coming to a stop in front of one door.
The faint sound of sobs is apparent. Renjun's heart skipped a beat, an ache quickly forming at the sound of her sobs. He lightly knocked on the door before peaking his head in. The sight of the girl on the floor, blade up to her arm, and gut-wrenching cries left the girl making Renjun's heart tighten up. Eunkyung looked up at him, pain evident in her features.
Right as Renjun went to approach her the blade dropped, the girl following in pursuit. "Shit. Shit. Shit. JAEMIN!!" Renjun quickly dropped to Eunkyung's side, quickly checking her pulse, a sigh of relief escaping him as he felt a faint heartbeat pulse through her.
Jaemin ran into the bathroom with a look of worry on his face. Renjun yelled, quite often actually, but never as distressed as he had sounded calling out to Jaemin. Once Jaemin entered the bathroom he was welcomed to the sight of his cousin's limp body in Renjun's arms, her blood puddled in front of them as he so desperately stared up at Jaemin.
