Autophobia: The specific phobia or a morbid fear or dread of oneself or of being alone, isolated, abandoned, and ignored. This specific phobia is associated with the idea of being alone, causing severe anxiety.
Started: 16th of July 2023
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30 minutes. Eunkyung had been tossing and turning in bed for the past 30 minutes. Huffing in defeat she pushed herself up in bed and reached for her phone, grabbing the phone she turned it on and realized it had only been 30 minutes and not the few hours it had realistically felt like. She sighed and pushed herself out of bed, she made her way over to her suitcase and bag, opened her suitcase and picking up her speaker, and turned it on, happy to see it still had some charge in it from the day before. She sat it on her bedside table and opened her Spotify, she started to go through all of her playlists, eventually picking her K-pop playlist. "Don't Call Me" by SHINee started blaring through her speaking semi startling her.
She started to dance along to the song losing track of time simply vibing to the music blaring throughout the empty apartment. This continued for the next few hours as she continued to dance around, her limbs eventually growing tired from the amount of dancing she had been doing. Eunkyung started to slow down and calm herself, after doing so she walked over to her suitcase that she had left open a few hours prior, and she looked down at all of the clothes that had been stuffed into it. She sighed and dropped her shoulders before slowly making her way over to her closet. She opened the closet to see Haechan's jacket from the night before propped up where she had left it, a small smile crept up her face remembering how easy it was for her to befriend the two boys she had met the night before. She pushed the jacket aside and picked up all of the coat hangers left in the closet before waking her way over to her suitcase. Eunkyung picked up an item of clothing hanging it on the coat hanger and neatly laying it on her bed so she can hang it up when done.
She did this for the next half an hour until she had used up all the coat hangers. The realisation dawned upon her she didn't have a set of draws yet in order to put all of her pants, skirt, underwear, etc away. Eunkyung shrugged it off as something nothing, she leant down to the suitcase and grabbed out all of her toiletries including her skincare and haircare stuff before zipping the suitcase back up. Once she zipped it back up she slid it into the closet, not wanting it to be in her way all the time. Eunkyung stood up and made her way out of her room, she had made a step out of her room but was interrupted by the incredibly loud ringing erupting from her phone. She groaned, under the impression it was her mother calling her. Once she had made it back to her phone she had seen Jaemin's name pop up instead. The annoyance that was once plastered on her face had disappeared instantly, it being replaced with a beaming smile that she'd doubted she'd see for a while. Without waiting any longer she accepted his call pulling her phone up to her ear.
"Hey Jaem, what's up?"
"Eunnn~~~"
"Jaem?"
"Eunnn, hey sorry I was just calling to see how everything is at the apartment?"
"Yeah, it's not too bad, I unpacked my suitcase as best as I could. I don't own drawers though, so I've left that stuff in my suitcase."
"Oh shit yeah drawers, sorry I so didn't think of that, we'll order a bunch of shit online tonight that you need okay?"
