Autophobia: The specific phobia or a morbid fear or dread of oneself or of being alone, isolated, abandoned, and ignored. This specific phobia is associated with the idea of being alone, causing severe anxiety.
Started: 16th of July 2023
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"AGAIN!!" the sound of screeching shoes echoed through the room as the bass vibrated through the floor of the practice room. The seven boys huffed exhaustion prominent on all features as they began to line up to repeat the moves that they had already done what felt like a million times before. Jaemin and Jisung exchanged looks as they did the dance again and again and again, watching as Haechan kept messing up making them have to repeat time after time.
"For fuck's sake Haechan if you don't get your shit together, I'll do it for you!" the music stopped as the sight of a pissed-off Jisung fell into everyone's line of vision. "What's going on with you Haechan? First, you break up with the one person you love and care for most, and now you can't even dance properly." Mark approached Haechan steadily not wanting to set the boy off. Haechan's been a ticking time bomb since the breakup, with all of the 127 members having to walk on eggshells all the time in hopes of avoiding the backlash.
"Look nothing is wrong, why can't you just leave me the fuck alone! I'm trying my best here!" Haechan looked around the room as he ran his hands through his hair, the sweat dripping down his neck slowly driving him insane. "Your best isn't good enough anymore." Jisung's tone was low and shallow as his eyes shot darts into Haechan's form. "That's not for you to dictate asshole." Jisung's patience was beginning to wear thin as he began to raise his voice taking everyone by surprise.
"And what if it is for me to dictate? Am I not a part of this group? Do I not have to repeat this dance over and over with you and the members because you can't do one fucking thing right!" Jaemin began to walk over to Jisung and he grabbed his shoulder. "Come on Jisung, calm down." Jisung shrugged Jaemin off as he turned to face him.
"No, I'm not gonna calm the fuck down. he hurt Eunkyung, the one person on this planet who deserves so much better. He hurt her on so many levels nobody would ever wish to reach. And I'm expected to come to practice with him 7 days a fucking week and ignore it? I'm out here busting my ass to fix a girl I didn't fucking break I care for her that deeply, what made it so hard for him to do??"
"What the fuck did you just say about me?" Jisung turned to face Haechan, the boy swiftly approaching as all the members stood back not knowing what to do. "You heard me, you're a lousy excuse of a person, quite pathetic actually. I don't why she fell for you, but she did, and you took that and used it to your advantage. I can't fucking believe you!"
"Believe me??? You're the one going off at me for something that is none of your business!!!" Jisung's face began to turn a pink tinge as the veins in his neck slowly became prominent. "How is it not my business when I was the one that had to search two fucking cities from top to bottom to find her! You don't realise the damage you've done have you!?!?!" Haechan's pissed-off face suddenly shifted to bewilderment; guilt hidden behind his eyes. "What do you mean?"
"I had to search both Seoul and Gangnam just to find her. she left the dorm in the middle of the night after you broke up with her, she stopped eating and sleeping, she started drinking again and I even found her with a vape. I am now fixing someone I didn't fucking break and it's all because you let your petty emotions get in the way! She deserved so much more than you could offer. I can't fucking believe you." The practice room went quiet as Haechan's mind ran wild. Obviously, he hadn't spoken to the girl since the breakup to know where she was at with everything.
