Autophobia: The specific phobia or a morbid fear or dread of oneself or of being alone, isolated, abandoned, and ignored. This specific phobia is associated with the idea of being alone, causing severe anxiety.
Started: 16th of July 2023
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"HAH! LOSER!!" Eunkyung threw her hands up in the air out of excitement, Jisung looking at her annoyed at the fact she won. "Yeah, yeah whatever. Here, have another shot" he leaned forward and picked up the two shit glasses, handing her one of them. "1... 2... 3..." The two downed the shot, their faces scrunched up in discomfort as their throats burned, a warm feeling spreading throughout their bodies.
They continued to take shot after shot as a glass of vodka was sat in front of them to drink at their own leisure. The two slowly grew more and more intoxicated with each other. "Jisung! I wanna listen to music." Eunkyung flopped on him and looked up at him expectantly as a slight chuckle escaped his lips.
"Anything you want Eun. What do you feel like listening to?" he exited the game and opened YouTube. "Hmmm, I say we listen to Kelly Clarkson Behind These Hazel Eyes." Jisung complied searched the song and sat back as he watched the girl break out into song. She stood up and spun around a few times before pointing at Jisung. "I TOLD YOU EVERYTHING, I OPENED UP AND LET YOU IN, YOU MADE ME FEEL ALRIGHT FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE, NOW ALL THAT'S LEFT OF ME, IS WHAT I PRETEND TO BE, SO TOGETHER BUT SO BROKEN AT THE SAME TIME!!!" Jisung looked at her admirably having never heard her sing.
"I didn't know you could sing Eun." She stopped her dancing for a moment and turned toward him taking a seat next to him. "Uh yeah, I guess so. I don't know I did a lot to do with music back in Australia. Spent a little time in a band back then." A small smile appeared on his face as he pulled her into a hug. "Well, I'm proud of you for who you've become. I hope you know that. Now... let's get back to singing shall we." He stood up and changed the song to something more upbeat before pulling the latter up to accompany him.
The two began to dance around the room as the music got louder. Eunkyung held onto Jisung's hand as if she were scared to let him go, not wanting to let this moment of pure bliss go. For the first time since the breakup, she felt fine. Jisung sat down, Eunkyung accompanying him as they took another shot. The next song started up as Jisung's eyes lit up. "This song reminds me of you."
Eunkyung looked up to the screen as 'Count on Me' by Bruno Mars started up. Jisung smiled at Eunkyung innocently before he began singing. A small giggle left the girl as she took in every word he said as her eyes sparkled. She downed another shot, washing it down with the last of her drink before pouring more vodka and mixer into her glass. The music starts to die down as the song ends, sending Eunkyung into a frenzy of giggles. "That was so good Sung!!! Let's go make some ramen for dinner I'm hungry."
The two grabbed their drinks and the bottle of vodka before making their way to the kitchen. They prepared the ramen while feeling the bass boom through the ground of the apartment. Simply enjoying each other's company for the first time in ages. They danced around the kitchen like an old married couple while waiting for the ramen to cook. Eunkyung took the bottle of vodka down to the coffee table and placed it down before making her way back to Jisung. This time it was her turn to serenade Jisung as a random song began booming through the speakers.
