Book of Short Stories and Poems

Poem: Missing him

Can you miss a feeling
Instead of a person?
How high you felt
In a moment where
You clearly should've felt at least a hint of despair.

Can you miss a time in the past?
A time filled with long walks,
Hugs and other cute stuff,
A time when happiness was short lived
Only when I was sober

Now I'm happy but...
I miss what was
With the exception of all our toxicity and lies
I miss that feeling of being sky high
And as much as I hate to admit
I miss him