~Blurred thoughts~

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POV: Kyle Brofloski

Hi, i'm sorry i haven't been updating. My horse had colic and then it's my birthday AND THEN schools starting and also my girlfriend cheated on me and IM KINDA A MESS AT THE MOMENT so i apologize in advance 😭

Francis Forever- Mitski

I woke up to this sudden ringing and bright light. I was in the barn hangout on the dusty couch. I slowly got up and felt my face.

"Kyle? KYLE!"

Stan had immediately hugged me. He was warm against my cold skin.

"Stan?" I asked shocked

He awkwardly and slowly unraveled from me.

"Dude! You've been out for like 5 hours!" Kenny walks in.

"Oh ho ho ho! Is this the boy your jealous of Stan? Can't even control his goddamn horse" Eric burst in and starts slapping Stans back.

I tuned out all the noises and closed my eyes. There's something missing. I feel a deep knot in my stomach and it hurts. Maybe it's because I was thrown off and knocked unconscious for 5 hours or maybe it's the way I was left behind by her. My baby. Sugar.

I started to get up and and push everyone away. It was all a blur.

"K..l..?...D..de..w..r..e"

I skeptically sneaked into the stables to look for Sugar.

"Sugar?" I called out starting to panic.

What if they didn't find her? What if she's in the woods? Did they leave her? WHAT IF SHES DEAD?!

I started to hyperventilate. God, I sounded like Tweek.

BANG

I widened my eyes and tears came out. Sugar stared right back wide eyed with her ears pinned back.

"Sugar." I breathed.

I wanted to run to her. But my feet were stuck, like I was fear struck or held back.

"Sugar!" My voice was toned with anger. Anger?

"Sugar. Sugar. Sugar?" Regret.

"Sugar." I broke down to my knees and slowly shakily walked towards her stall.

She jerked her head up and winnied. I immediately moved back and put my defense up.

I skeptically started to walk forwards.

I stood in front of her stall. I watched her as she patiently waited for headpats. I hesitantly had my hand before her snout.

I gulped. It was my baby? Why is it so hard? I'm being so dramat-

Sugar perked her head up causing Kyles hand to touch her interrupting his thoughts.

I immediately pulled back and ran back to the barn room to get his phone and go home.

Just as I was about to head out Hailey grabbed my arm and dragged me back.

"So hun, do you wanna cancel your lesson in the morning or we can do a simpler lesson." My eyes began to grow heavy.

"Uh. Uh, none." I blabbered getting away from her grip and jogging to my bike.

I hopped on and my eyes started to become glassy. Oh god.

                    *Time skip*

I sit there on my bed and scrolled through photos of Sugar.

What was wrong with me? Was I scared of Sugar? Sugar. The horse I saved from an auction. The horse I had layed in stalls with for several hours doing homework. Sugar? The horse that I would literally talk to like a human?

I'm not scared. I'll prove it to myself by tacking her up and getting on her and jumping.

I held my chin up high and slammed my phone on my desk tugging on my lamp light and closing my eyes.

POV: Stan Marsh

Moonlight on the river-Mac Demarco

I watched as Kyle hazily walked out of the room. I couldn't stop him. I wouldn't.

Something inside of me told myself that he needed this.

I took a deep breathe and started to head out collecting my brushes and tack. I walked inside the stable and saw Sugar with a look of terror in her eyes.

"Sugar?" I knit my eyebrows together waiting for Kyle to come out of the corner.

Nothing.

I walked towards the horses stall and started to pat her neck looking for any trace of Kyle.

"Oh, Kyle. He's had an eventful 2 days at the stable and then this happens? Poor dude." I raised my eyebrows at Sugar and she just turned to eat her hay.

I went back to the barn and noticed Kyles locker swinging wide open. Nothing in there but a gum wrapper. Shocker.

He must have left.

*Time skip to Stans house*

I felt like a sword stabbed me noticing what I had to do. Wendy. I didn't want to break her heart but it had to be done.

Do I do it over text? Or write a letter, or tell her in person or...Kenny!

No, I wasn't going to "Kenny" her. It's just, he's a dude of many lady's and lads.

I can imagine he knows how to break up.

Me: Yo, dude i need ur help

ballsucker: yeah wsp

Me: I need help with breaking up with Wendy

ballsucker: FINALLY GOOD LORD 🥱

I stared at my screen unamused.

Me: wtv just what do i do

ballsucker: best way to go is over text ngl i mean don't wanna break her heart right

Me: no but i don't wanna be too soft that it says that i'm like not really doing it and yeah

ballsucker: that makes no sense man

Me: ok

ballsucker: wdym ok? what are you going to say to her?!
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ballsucker: dude????
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ballsucker: oh well fuck you too 🙁
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I giggled at his texts and opened Wendy's contact. I bit the inside of my cheek and started typing away.

Me: Wendy we need to talk

Wendy❤️: Ofc hun

Me: look your a great equestrian and person but i dont think we're right for eachother, friends?

Wendy❤️: Huh? Is this a jokeee? i mean like whatttt!! Lol 😂

Me: Uh no sorry

Wendy❤️: oh

Me: sorry
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A sigh of relief I didn't know I was holding in was released. I was free! Wait, no that sounds stupid. I was single! Like, I can look at other people without earning a smack from her.

I layed on my bed giggling and texting Kenny. He was fangirling too.

Quick little thank you to this AMAZING person (StasiaTheDuck )who gave me motivation to continue this shit story. THANK YOU POOKIE 😍 (also my horse is better!!)

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