Chapter 37

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A/n: i've been gone for quite.. a while! Soo.. my mental health still sucks but i feel like continuing the story bc yes!

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I couldn't remember anything. I couldn't remember what happened before i got here. Where is 'here', you may ask? I don't know myself.

I've been staying in this dark and lonely space for a while now. 'A while' is an understatement. I am starting to doubt if this is even reality? Maybe it is. Maybe it isn't. Or maybe it is all a dream.

I looked around but i could not make out anything. It was too dark to see anything. Aside from seeing, all my other senses were fine. I believed they were. Since it was so so quiet, i sometimes didn't know if i was speaking or if i was only thinking.

To me it didn't matter if i was thinking or speaking. Nobody would be able to hear my voice anyway. Except for me of course.

But please let me go. I don't know who you are. I don't know where i am. I don't know who... i am?

"Who am i?" Me? Who am i? That's right... i'm... i clutched my head and groaned. There was no use trying to remember. I try and try but of course i fail. Why's that?

I just wanna leave this place.. i just want to wake up. I want to...wa "-ke up! Wake up!!"

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Huh... light? No. I must be hallucinating. There's no way.. "Finally you are awake! I was starting to wonder if it worked." I turned my head slowly over to the person who spoke.

My whole body was sore and it was hard for me to move. When I managed to finally get a good look at him I noticed he was tall. The man somehow made me feel somewhat uneasy. Still.. he held a familiar aura with him.

My voice came out as a whisper. "Who are you?" It was hoarse. It's a wonder he was able to understand it. "You'll understand everything soon enough, Y/n."

Y/n? Is that me? That's my name.. yes it is. I remember. "Wow you really seem out of it! I mean you were stuck in 'it' for a while."

It? Where was i stuck? I want to remember. But.. i can't. I looked up to the man again. He was smiling at me. His smile was oddly comforting.

"Everything is gonna be explained soon enough. So why don't you try to calm down for now?" The man chuckled.

I nodded and complied. He was right, i needed to calm down. I need to remember but i cannot do that when i'm under stress. So the best thing to do for now is to calm down.

He smiled once more "You might be confused on where you stayed, didn't you? Or perhaps 'were trapped' is a better way of saying it."

My eyes widened. This man knew where i had been all these... weeks? Months?

"Where was i? Please tell me.."

"You might not understand it now, but in the future you may."

The brown haired male paused and glanced at me.

"You were stuck in the book. To be exact, you were stuck in a space between time and space. I don't know much about it, so i hope you might be able to tell me more?"

A book? I was in a book? How is that possible?

"No.. it was dark.. so dark. I.. How long was i in there? I don't know."

"Hm. That's more then enough information. Thank you, Y/n"

I gave him a half hearted smile. I was exhausted from all this information gathering. My head feels like it's about to explode. I'm going to close my eyes. Maybe i can take a small nap.

"Good night, Y/n. Sleep tight."

I hear the smooth whispers of the man... what was his name again?

Oh yea. I remember now.

Osamu Dazai.

How ironic.

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A/n: HABSBJSBSJXBSHSH ANYWAY!! Idk how to feel about this chapter.. i hope its a good comeback. I swear it was so short..

ATTENTION!!

Should this be the end? Because honestly idk how i should end this story. I feel like there are many key parts missing. Yall know what an open ending is? (JkJk)

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