My rose my home
I still miss ur sight on ur throne
I miss ur hugs that would warm up my heart
I wonder if u feel the same way too
We were once a one plus one that almost gave us a perfect two
I don't know if I miss the memories or I just miss u
I sometimes would wonder was it bad for me to care
As it seemed like u thought it wasn't fare
As it seems like everytime I try to talk to u
U say don't u dare
It's clear
That u hate me
It's the number one thing I feared
As seeing u with him brings tears
Rose
I'm still here
U just have to be silent and hear
But I guess I'm still not fare
As I made u feel like u didn't care
But deep down u did
I just couldn't see it clear
Rose
It was easy for me to stay
But it was hard to let go
As I still wish to lay on u
As I wish to joke around and play with u
But the pain u caused me led me to break out and act that way
But I wish I could've stayed
And beg u to lay
As now I say
Rose
My regrets are like dark clouds
As I feel this pain flood my heart
As I cry at night
As I smile at the daylight
I might be insane
But I still miss u in my brain
And I wonder if I should sometimes pray
As I say why me knowing well that I tried in many ways to save u and me
Rose
Can u hear me scream
As only u can break me free
Depression revolving in my mind
Suppression suppressing my heart
Anxiety whenever I'm touched
Tell me rose my home my queen of hearts who owns the throne
Is suicide the only thing left for my life
Is it homicide running through my mind
Because I just miss the way u were so kind
Or am I just in love with the memories in our history that became my misery
As they keep hunting me
Ohh lord I'm in jeopardy
Rose
Hoping some day I'll see the light
As u were so bright in my life
Leading light of my pride
Singing u songs as I saw u as my prize
My mother loving u in descise
My father who always despised ur kind
But I still loved u and cared for u as if we were destined to be
But at the end I payed the price
Price of my anger
Now ur no longer my angel
I hope he will serve u better
As I write this latter
I hope u see the love pattern
