My heart turns blue
As I only want you
As I don't have time for red roses
As I love how the darkness revolves around a violet
As her voice is soothing like a violine
Trying to keep a smile
But the distance never lies
As it sometimes brings thoughts to mind
That I sometimes try to denie
And I try to fight
But it doesn't seem right
As I love her with all my might
But why can't she see the sight
As I wonder all alone in my room as I sigh
From the thought in mind that shes mine
Witnessing every word I say to her as I fright
But why?
Happier than ever
As I miss u at night
But I'm afraid to say because your not mine
As I witness myself sigh again
But this time with no pain
As I don't see my work in vain
But the things u push my mind to think makes me afraid
Can I really make u my main
As when I see u make progress in neglecting others
I see u with another
Making my heart doubt if u can be my children's mother
It's not pain
As I witness my brain say I love u
But my mouth too full to say it's true
Maybe it's fears that keep hunting me
But I see myself with tears because ur hurting me
Missing my time
Time alone
As I always had a smile
But u came in my life and made me feel fine
I love u
I hope it's true
As I thought I knew
If we can make it through
