I heard that ur happier now
As I see you've forgotten about me
Things ain't the same without u in my life
I still cry but put a smile
As I remember how I used to tell u that I'm fine
But that was a lie
As I blamed u for deceiving my pride
But all I can do about it is staying fly
Coz I won't lie I still miss calling u mine
Rose my home
I don't want to replace u
Coz u showed me true love
I rather stay quiet coz I choose peace
But I won't lie u broke me into pieces
And no one's around to puzzle up my heart
As they keep leaving
And I just can't stop grieving
As my heart is enduring
This pain inside of me
Begging to leave this planet behind
But my brain has too much pride
As I don't even wanna hide
I just carry on with a fake smile
As I can't sleep at night
Wondering if how I could've made things right
But now it's too late and theres no maybe I might
As I wipe these tears that fill my eye lids
I can't see clearly
Am I crying
Looking at the razor blade
Am I dying
My life is difficult now
Without u inside it
Used to call u my rose
Calling u my home
As u owned my throne
I really loved calling u my own
But now it's over and I can't call u on my phone
It's really depressing to think of u as someones girl
I ain't gonna call u a hoe
Coz u always had a smooth flow
But u sometimes left me on the low
Maybe I was too slow
But ur love was like the sea to the shore
U come back and u go
Was it because u just dated me for show
A lesson for a lesson as u pushed me to grow
Wishing for rain
I didn't know it was gonna come with this pain
Dating u wasn't in vain
As I wonder when u gonna try to steal me again
But I hope u see the change
As I hope to see u fade away
Because with u in my sight I see no way
But without ur presence I see the way
A route leading me to love
No hate
I care but it seems like I'm on a waste land
Playing a broken record of some band
I won't lie our break up seems like it was planned
Seems like we got caught up in quick sand
And that makes me sad
That makes me seem bad
As it was never my intention to make u this mad
But I'm sure he's glad
As he got u by the hand
And sorry for being mean but I can't beg
I just hope u see the trend
I just hope u see the cap inside it that u never thought was hidden beside it
Rose's are red
Violet's are blue
My heart is dead
Because I don't have u
But I can't trust the truth
