Stars as I see them fade into the dark
It's funny how I see myself on a high rise
But then forget that ur not mine
As I remember the days u would build my pride
I still love u that's not a lie
But I'm afraid as I feel my feelings decrease for u
Am I alright?
I just fined it to be hard to look at u
Coz what we have can't be defined
As it has no words of love but words of interest
It's real pain indeed
As I await ur text in need
But u never reply with speed
Patience is something I have
But the time seems to be something I dont
Waiting for ur reply as I feel my self yawn
As I sleep until dawn
As I wake up to ur text that you've replied in 6 hours
In mind I wonder what were u doing in those hours
As I remember that the time is not ours
But u waste it like I was never a plan to be in ur dreams
I know I'm not in your league
But u still state that ur in need of me
Or maybe in truth I'm ur entertainment in boredom
As i keep u away from staring at ur ceiling
In ur bedroom
As u keep me waiting and I start staring at the moon
As it reminds me of ur desciving eyes
That leads to me believing ur lies
When I see u I smile
But my heart is still not pleased with my fire
The fire that you've built from the first time I gave u hug
Or maybe I'm just tired
As I see the moon disappear
And I see the sun set as it's noon
Our time is destened by the moon
And I know we don't have enough of it
Because u still run away from being my main
Just let it go says my brain
She just gonna deliver u in pain
Says my brain
I don't want us to cut our veins
But all the things my brain says I take them in vain
Am I wrong or am I right
As I see my future brighter
When I'm with u
As I write
Confessing how I feel about u
How I feel no remorse of my decisions
As I only see u in my visions
But all it does is give me revisions
As the memories of first impressions
Can never be forgotten
Ahh how I hate how I love the way the stars shine in ur eyes
Brown as u make me look down
And everytime I take it to mind I just frown
Cos at times u make me feel like a clown
But it's funny how my heart still gives u a crown
I scream in words
I'll be fine
I say as I lie
With a pretty smile
But inside I cry
Wondering when is this day gonna end
As I can't keep holding this fake smile
And once I'm alone at home
Ur face is in my mind
And I remember how u are so kind
As my heart believes
In u it found happiness
But it's all a lie to deceive the mind
To love u unconditionaly
Stars as I look up in tears
As my mind is filled with fears
That she will find another man
A man with no morals
A man who thinks is immoral
These thoughts making my mind jump in and out in portals
But at the end of the day
I still want u by my side
As these stars give me no sign
Maybe it's another roses are red and violets are blue
As u keep me under the weather
And we are never together
I just hope to be in ur life forever
