2022
Where I found a true lover
But now it's 2023 and it's over
It's so painful that she's the one I would hop on a board just to see her smile
I can't say it's fine
Coz I miss the feeling of her being mine
I lost myself without her
And the pain is still stuck in my mind
I miss her smile her voice her pride as she was so kind
Now I'm stuck in a maze that has no place to find
Sigh
I never thought she would leave with a huge chuck of my soul
As I see myself crawl up in a hold
As I witness myself not being able to unfold
As my room gets cold
With the sleepless nights that can't seem to be right
I try to fight the earge of turning on her light
But she's the thought in mind that can't be destroyed
Her image of her lips still stuck in my brain
Sigh I'm in pain
As I'm weak emotionally
But strong physically
She destroyed me mentally
Inside my head is a catastrophe
As I find myself dead inside
With no bright light to walk me and show me the way
Money has no happiness
Fame has no happiness
What is joy when the only red bright rose has turned dark in my sight
As it left me with nothing but darkness
Nothing but loneliness
Crying is no option as a man shares no tears for what's left him
As feares grow old as I thought I've witnessed what's greater than her but then go back to the same place that starts missing her
The rose of my home
The royalty of my hearts throne
It's sad that I spend countless days and countless time as I see u hold hands with that I call my enemy
As I used it as motivation
As I've used it as an uplifter in physical pain
Coz it's better than emotional pain
As I ask myself what's my heart without ur hand to hold
