I started seeing change
As my life is sweeter than sugar cane
I feel like it should stay this way
As I find peace without being insane
I don't know why I'm so addicted to being alone
As I search for love seeking to find a home
But it just ends up in a friendzone
As I'm afraid that my heart will turn to stone
Hunted by the thoughts of dying alone
But it seems like my mind doesn't care
As I see clear
But it's easier to love but hard to let go
My soul was too cold
As it had no other soul to hold
I start feeling it fold
As I was told
U can't live alone
Depending on people is dangerous
As their thoughts about u are unknown
I just love how I'm on my own
But I have to share what I own
As I don't want to be selfish
I don't want to live selfless
As I'll view my self stupendous
As I see my life as uranus
Without sunlight to keep me warm
As I want a family to help me on a farm
As I want a woman whom I can charm
As I wish she would hold my arm
Alone again
I hope ull still see me the same
But people now a days just see me to gain fame
I never thought life would be this easy to tame
As it's sweeter than a ride on a plane
Maybe I am looking for a ride to die
But I don't wanna lie
I still think of stars
The girl who has my pride with one look in her eyes
She might be my medusa
But I cant claim her to be mine
As I wonder when will my loneliness end
As I'm wondering
Am I really fine
As I feel like she's the person I need in life
To end this loneliness that I've always desired
As her beauty has some kind of inspire
And it's such an satire
That I want to hire the life of pain
Again
