As I witness my life gain
Happiness without days of pain
As I stay quiet in my classes as people seem to find me lame
But no one's there to blame
As I was the one who brought curses in my life
Alone at last
Alone as I've forgotten my past
My life was like a movie cast
As I remember how many people were there to watch me
But it seems like my movie ended fast
As I have no one to rely on
No shoulders to cry on
As that world of relying on people has ended
As they don't feed knowledge
They just feed u lies
At the end of the day they will blame the devil
I no longer know what's going on here
As I wonder in my sleep
My dreams are so deep
As I wonder why I cried myself
For someone so cheap
Making my knees weak as I leap
Remembering those nights I used to weep
Hating all the weekends
As I wanted u to see me
But now I'm a better man
Who has no woman in his possession
I really don't care about you and him
As I realised it was becoming an obsession
The memories no longer oppressing
As I delete on a daily
I no longer go insanely for u
As I see you as all girls
To me they are all the same
Except for my mother
Who gave my father me
As I remember my dad say
No man cry
No man lie
But trust in ur partner
U should never wonder
If it's lies or the truth
But all I do is wonder
Why is this generation so in countered
As they always ask where have the nice guys gone
Not realising they hurt us to points where being nice is no longer an option
As we are done
No longer on our phones
As we like being alone
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