Behind Books

21. Hurt ❌

(Lily's Pov)
That's weird, I wonder what he wants.

I nervously walked to Lucas's dorm. He pulled me in, and shut the door.

"I want you to be my girlfriend again."
"What? Why?" I asked shocked.
"Because I need you."

"Lucas it's been so long since we dated.
Why do you need me now?"

"Okay what's your problem? You don't wanna date me?" He asked.
"It's not that I don't wanna date you, it's just that. Okay well maybe that's true." I said.

He scoffed.
"This is Amelia and Draco's doing. They've always been against me, now you're brainwashed too."

"No I think you're a great guy. And I'm not saying we're never gonna date. But I just wanna be friends right now." I said.

I wasn't ready to date Lucas yet. I was still hurt about a lot of things, and I didn't trust him as much as I used to.

"Are you talking to someone?" He asked.
"No."

"Then what changed? You used to be obsessed with me." He said.

"I just need time." I said.

"Nah you're a whore. You like this freedom of not having a boyfriend. I knew there was something wrong with you."

"I'm gonna go...." I said.
I walked to his door, and I felt my head roughly slam against the wall.

Lucas gripped my neck, and I was pinned.
"What are you doing?" I asked.

"Date me Lily. You fucking need me if you ever wanna get married, and have kids."

His grip tightened, and my heart pounded.
"Lucas let go, let's just talk."

"Lily no one wants to date you. You should be grateful I'm giving you a second chance.
You aren't pretty, funny, interesting, you're fucking boring, and have all these issues.

But I'm ready to be with you anyways. If you don't date me, you won't date at all."

"That's so mean." I cried.

Tears dripped down my face, and I felt a sting across my cheek.

Holy shit he slapped me.
Oh my god he slapped me.

My breathing got heavy.

"Don't be an idiot, date me." He said.
"Lucas let me go, please." I said terrified.

He had this look of insanity in his eyes, I was scared of him.

I was scared of Lucas.

His grip on my neck tightened, and I gasped.
"Lucas that hurts."

"Lily you hurt me, you're hurting me right now. I've been nothing but good to you." He said.

"Lucas l-let go." I said.
I felt like I was suffocating. He let my neck go, and I bent over to catch my breath.

Suddenly I felt this pain in my stomach, and I fell to my knees.

I looked up at him in shock, and betrayal.

"Y-you punched me." I said.
"And I'll continue hurting you if you don't date me." He said.

I grabbed my stomach in pain.
"Fine!" I screamed.

He smirked and opened his door. He then grabbed my body, and threw me out.

I hit the floor, and groaned in agony.

"Now get out. And don't you dare tell anyone." He threatened.

He slammed the door in my face and I sobbed.