(Liliana's Pov)
"Fuck he's here." I said.
"Oh god." Said Amelia.
I opened the door.
"Can I come in?" He said.
"Do I have a choice?" I said back.
He walked in and I sighed.
"I'm gonna leave." Said Amelia.
"Amelia do-"
She walked out.
Great.
"Liliana I'm sorry." Said Draco.
"No shit."
"It's not that I don't wanna shag you. It's that you were drunk, and I wanted it to be something you remembered when it happens."
"Then let's make it happen right now. I'm not drunk anymore." I said.
"Liliana you don't get it. You aren't ready."
"You see me as this innocent, shy, breakable, mess of a girl. But I'm not like that anymore."
"I don't think that. It's just I won't be able to control myself around you." He said.
"So when are you gonna fuck me for real?"
"When you're ready." He said.
"How do you know when I'm ready?" I asked.
"I don't know Liliana."
"I don't know why you think I'm so helpless.
It's just shagging for Merlin's sake."
"You don't get it." He said.
"No I don't. So please explain it to me."
(Draco's Pov)
It's not just shagging with her. I'm heavily attracted to Liliana.
It's never gonna be just a shag with her.
With Amelia, it's meaningless.
But with Liliana, I fantasize.
And the things I fantasize are too intense for her. But she doesn't realize it.
She's never been put in the position I wanna put her in. It's not her fault she doesn't get it.
"I don't wanna shag you the way I shag other girls. I wanna do things to you, play out my fantasies. But you can't handle it yet. You know how you get." I said.
"I'm tired of your excuses."
"Liliana I'm telling you the truth. I honestly don't care if you believe me or not."
"Well I don't!" She yelled.
"In your mind what's the reason then?"
No response.
"Come on Liliana, speak up."
She faced away from me.
"What's the problem? Use that big mouth of yours and answer me!" I yelled.
Suddenly I heard her sniffle. I immediately felt terrible. I stood in front of her, and she looked up at me.
Her lips quivered. Fuck, I'm an asshole.
"I didn't mean to yell. I'm so sorry."
"It wasn't t-that." She said.
I sat next to her, and cupped her face.
"Why are you crying?" I softly asked.
"It's my own insecurities." She said.
She turned to face me and wiped her eyes.
"Lucas didn't wanna see my face when he shagged me. I'm sure he visualized other girls.
And now you won't shag me either. I know you say it's because I can't handle it, but sometimes I wonder if I'm the problem, if there's something that's not satisfactory for you and Lucas."
"Liliana we already spoke about this. That's not the case at all."
"I know, and I wanna believe you. I do understand when you say I can't handle it.
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Behind Books
FanfictionDraco, and Lily have hated each other since year one. Lily was the first person to stand up against Draco's bullying, and arrogance. After completely telling Draco off one day, they've had this deep hatred towards each other. It's now year seven, an...
