Y/n and Jenna had been dating for three years now, everything was going smooth, everything was fine, they were happy. Y/n wasn't famous, she was a secret to the world, only a few knew about her and Jenna, mean while Jenna was a Super Star, she was up and down, doing interviews, working, hanging out with friends, Y/n understood she was busy, she did she swears, they had gotten in to routine you could say, if they were apart Jenna was the one who had to call since it was Y/n who had the time in the world at that moment, always free to answer her girlfriend, in a heart beat without a doubt, she always answered her.
both of them were happy the way their relationship was, the moment they saw each other after being away, the days they had together, treasuring them, Y/n at least thought everything was fine.
Jenna had been acting weird lately, no calls from her, nothing actually, they were supposed to see each other this night , but she had cancelled saying something came up, The girl was sad, she thought she was seeing her girlfriend finally after a month, it felt like forever since she's seen her, she missed her hugs, her kisses, her smell, everything, more time felt like a knife to her chest, it was night time, as always she was waiting for her loved one to call, while scrolling through tiktok, her eyes started to get heavy but she fought and fought to stay away until her eyes landed on something related to Jenna, Multiple pictures of her smoking and drinking with a girl, Y/n's eyes widen, her breath hitched frowning, she quickly took a screen shot trying to keep her breathing steady
Please explain?
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She texted Jenna quickly, she was left on delivered, she shook her head trying to keep bad thoughts away, she cancelled to be with her? who was this girl??? Why the hell was Jenna smoking too? since when?? she had so many questions, Ten minutes had passed and still no response, she decided to take matters in to her own hands, she knew that Jenna was in london but where?
she found the location of the video
Notting Hill, West London.
She quickly bought a flight in a heart beat, she packed a small suitcase, quickly making her way to the airport, so many things were going through her mind, she was fearing for the worst.
Jenna??
She texted again the minute she got to the airport.
She was up all night, her head was hurting, her chest as well, the flight wasn't long, but it felt like forever to her, it went so slowly, she checked her phone again and still no fucking answer, she was starting to panic but still tried to be be positive that this was a misunderstanding, why would she ditch on her like that? Y/n recalled on the flight Jenna had been a bit weird lately, was she the reason? was she not...was she not in love with her anymore...?
The question Killed her
The answer scared her
She had called Jenna's mom to ask her where was she staying since she wanted to 'surprise her'
The Savoy, which was three miles away from Notting Hill, Room 456, she thanked God she didn't want to speak more, she quickly ordered an uber to the destination.
Her heart was beating like crazy, she felt a knot in her throat biting her lip trying not to cry in front of her driver who could tell something was wrong with the girl but decided not to ask questions and just drove in silence.
Y/n stepped out of the car thanking the driver, she made her way in to the hotel taking a deep breath, she was scared, she feared this, it didn't feel right at all and that killed her inside.
She stood outside Jenna's room, it had been five minutes already , all she could do was stand, fearing of what could happen, she finally knocked holding her breath, she looked down, biting her lip, blinking her tears away trying to compose her self, she knocked again a fainlty
Coming
Was heard , her breath hitched, in happiness now with a mix of fear, she was excited to see her after a month, but she hated it was under these circumstances
Jenna opened the door, feeling shocked at who was in front of her
"Y/n??" was all she could say
Y/n's heart dropped right away, no hug, no excitement, no happiness, only confusion , she could only nod, the small pinch of happiness and excitement quickly going away at seeing her girlfriends reaction
"What are you doing here?" Jenna asked frowning
Ouch
"Can i come in? " Jenna nodded moving aside opening the door for her, Y/n scanned the room quickly, noticing it was clean and organized, just like Jenna liked it, Y/n placed her suitcase and backpack on the floor, sitting on the small chair that was in the room, Jenna feeling confused sat in the bed facing her
Still no hug or anything
"Your here" Jenna said breaking the silence, Y/n nodded looking down biting her lip
"Sorry to come unannounced..." Jenna shook her head "It's fine..so..?"
Ouch again
"You didn't answer my texts and..i just i don't know...there's so much" She said rubbing her face with her hands feeling frustrated she looked up at Jenna frowning
"Do you still love me?"
Jenna's eyes widen at the question feeling taken back she frowned quickly nodding slowly
"Of course I love you what kind of questions is that? "
Y/n's lips trembled, she was trying her best not to break down, she looked at Jenna who even looked offended at the question
"Why are you asking that?"Jenna asked for a second time
"Are you sure of your answer?" Y/n was feeling really brave...she was scared, Jenna nodded
"It doesn't look like you love me, i don't feel like you love me" Y/n said holding her stare, staring right in to her loved ones eyes "Why do you say that?" "You haven't even hugged me or kissed me or acted happy that i'm here, you don't text or call anymore-"
"I'm busy you know that" Jenna cut her off
"No shit Jenna, you know i'm a very understandable person but that's not you being busy, care to tell me why you canceled on me yesterday? "
Jenna's eyes darted to the ground swallowing hard
"Answer me Jenna" Y/n said starting to break
"You were with that bitch! Just say it! Just say you don't love me anymore!"
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