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I stood up again and went back to the computer, trying hard to believe that what i saw wasn't true, it was all in my mind...everything...I felt my chest opening up again, i feel like breathing again ,carefree

i hear a voice telling me,

'' What if, everything is on your mind...your wife is only faithful to you, and only"

My hopes went back down as i saw that the website was very real.However, i kept on hoping, that it was not the case. I started to feel bad again, when the little voice kept telling me

''Mareika, isn't a cheater, right?''

I feel at ease for some seconds,out of that pain. What if the voice was right....

i still felt the pain,deep inside ,no it ain't my  feeling anymore...i wont let it get to me.

I tried to distract myself with some work  I haven't completed yet for some hours. I finished by four in the afternoon. I went in the kitchen for a quick snack and slouch down the couch with a bottle of soda in hand.

i thought, through the pain which was no more affecting me about Mareika. Even though she cheated on me, i still loved her, She's my wife. She is so volatile and what's what i love about her, her craziness, her personality .....She's my fluffing wife, god damn!


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