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I stared at the blog post while smoking my cigarette up. Inhale after inhale, i realized that i was staring at a black screen. I needed another smoke. I took another cigarette from my packet. I , then, turned off my phone and put it back in my pocket. I turned around the balcony to face the rumbling city. I lit up my second cigarette , my mind troubled and my soul scattered

Loads of questions fill my mind and all these thoughts suffocating me; Is there something wrong with me? what did i do to make her cheat? Am i not good enough for her?Was i the one that made her cheat?

One thought kept me on the edge, and i kept on thinking,thinking and thinking about how bad sex is with me so that she seeking for others to love her the way i couldn't

On my third cigarette, my co-worker Steven came out of the office to take some fresh air on the other side of the balcony. Both of us was on the balcony now.He knew that i stopped smoking years ago, even though i keep a pack in my desk drawer for an emergency. He looked at me and i did not feel like talking to him. So , I turned off the cigarette and left. I went back in the office and got straight back to work

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