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I could not process what i just read, did she really wrote that i was boring? I was so pissed off that i did not realize that my other hand was in a fist.Questions started to fill my mind:

''What is wrong with me? Did i do something wrong?Does she not like my way of taking her? Why didn't she told me? Do i know how to fuck? Why  did she sent me that message earlier if she does not like the way i make love to her..''

I looked in the window, turning my phone off. I took a deep breath. The cab driver looked at me , then he looked back the road. I could feel  anger , confusion and sadness feeling me. I did not know how to react. I could feel my eyes tearing out.

I know that i have not been the best husband but i know that I never lacked to my marital duties, at least i tried to. I did my best and still doing my best..but was it  still enough.

I looked through the car window in complete silence, holding back my tears. Thoughts of her rushing through my mind . Thoughts about us, thoughts of me,thoughts about what could i have done wrong. Car lights moving and the sky full of stars and the silence, helped me think.

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