I did not realised that i was staring at the ceiling for some seconds, smiling. It has been so long that i lastly smiled, it felt so good. I stood up an put the empty soda bottle on the  small central table and went on the balcony . The weather was warm, with the sun preparing itself to light up another segment of the earth. I feel the warm breeze pass by my skin, i shiver.

 I reached my pocket for a cigarette when i stopped myself. It was a bad habit, That's why i stopped years ago. i took out he packet and looked at it and smiled. I went back in and i hid it  behind a big flower pot in the living room. 

I felt like going to a walk again. I went to the bathroom to wash off my face, grabbed my wallet and phone and went out the apartment.

I still felt that sharp pain in my heart but my will to reconquer her heart  was enough to make me feel okay. I walked for awhile, the sun was already setting. I felt that last warmth , followed by such a cold feeling, that made me think about her, the blog,me...


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