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.....I crushed myself in a ball...my head on my knees...I could not control myself anymore...What she did, really hurt me. I was trembling in sadness, on the floor. I  could not...

The tears started flowing from my eyes, I wished so much that someone could be there for me, not her. i cried myself out. Tears rushing from my eyes, as a river leaving it's source. I could not keep my voice inside.

My hands was around my waist now, holding me, so as i feel some support. How could she....

She went on so much adventures and she was still telling me how much she loved me. She could have told me to so better...She could..

I recollected myself, took one cigarette out of the packet, making my way to the balcony with my sore eyes. Tears was still moving down my face, feeling helpless

I took support on the balcony ledge, inhale that sweet nicotine smoke, looking at the night. 

My wife has been cheating on mt not once, but more than once, thrice and even more...Tears were filling my eyes out again...It became difficult for me to smoke as i was trembling and my hand resting on my forehand while crying

It was my fault if she cheated on me, I should have known... I should have been a better husband!

Trembling through the night, i realised that i should be living with that feeling...the feeling that i cannot fulfill my wife...completely. 



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