-DISCONTINUED-Camilo angst A gift and a Curse-DISCONTINUED-

14~Strange~14

Thursday 7:32 P:M

~Trigger warnings time~

Teasing, mention of SA, unwanted touching, and mentions of crush's

Another song:  No song for today ;c (Tell me If yall have one)

Why is sadness so strange?

"Look kid, I'm sorry that wasn't meant to happen, I should've seen that coming, you know I'm a part of your room, I could've shaken the room, to um- get him off of you," Carlos said looking at him, fidgeting with his hands although Carlos told him to relapse her had a tint of sadness in his eyes.

"It's fine Carlos," Camilo said his eyes were blood red from crying, and yet, his pupils looked empty. "He just kissed me, and you know gave me hickeys, it's not like we had, um sex," Camilo said with a forced laugh while rubbing his neck, and looking down at the floor.

"It's not 'fine' Camilo! Don't act like it's fine, because it's not and it doesn't matter if you had sex he touched you, you hear me? You act like it's not a big deal when it is, he put his hands on you, you hear me!" Carlos said clearly on the verge of tears running his hands through his hair.

"Well, what do you want from me? I'm sorry, I just don't know I thought he liked me but, I guess not, I guess that he just wanted my body? if he wanted to, he could get Camilo to kill himself or relapse right at this moment. " Camilo said trying to stop his tears from falling, rocking himself, while snapping his fingers, and rubbing his skin.

"I didn't mean to yell Camilo, I just you don't blame yourself, which normally I would like that but he could've done worse, I want you to feel like your worthless but, I don't want you to well I don't want others to make you feel worthless, cause, that's my job."

"You did well, I feel worthless now," Camilo said waving his hands in the air and laughing with the same forced laugh. Then his face got dark, looked at Carlos then closed his window, Grabbed his camera, and smashed it. It didn't work at first but he kept going at it smashing it with his foot and throwing it against the wall. That's when it broke and smashed, He put his head in his hands, falling to the ground on his knees crying his eyes out again. He put one of his hands in his hair and the other still on his face. When Camilo kept crying the hand that he was running through his hair became more, harsher.

Camilo hit his head, while the other hand started to pull on his hair, "What's wrong with me why can't I stop crying I hate this." The shapeshifter said choking his words, tears just fell and Camilo's breath picked up he shapeshifted faster and faster. His head felt like it was being smashed into a wall.

Carlos on the other hand was freaking out. He didn't want to try and hurt Camilo or make him feel bad about himself. He was just a part of Camilo's room, and he felt like he should know how to stop him from freaking out. From Camilo's frantic behavior, he could do something, ANYTHING, but he just stood there not doing anything and just watched Camilo freak out. Carlos on the other hand just looked at Camilo, feeling helpless and unsure of what to do.            As the panic rose in Camilo, Carlos couldn't help but feel his heart drop. He knew he needed to take action and get Camilo out of the room before things got any worse.

 "Camilo, come on, talk." 

Carlos said, his voice panicked as he rushed to get Camilo out of the ball he was in. He needed to get the thought out of his mind and help Camilo calm down. Camilo looked at Carlos, confused and unsure why he was helping him. He couldn't understand why Carlos was helping him while he was feeling so anxious and scared. But Carlos took his hand and led him out of the room, making sure that nobody was there. Camilo felt a sense of relief wash over him. He knew that Carlos was there for him and that he would do anything to help him feel better. As they walked, Carlos talked to Camilo, trying to distract him and help him calm down. He talked about anything and everything, from the weather outside to what they were going to have for dinner that night.

Carlos lead Camilo to Luis, his childhood friend well, that's what he thought about him, he didn't know how he felt anymore he thought he liked Meto, but after what happened  Camilo wanted to bury Meto deep into his memories and forget about him. Only remember the bits where of his life when Meto wasn't there and When Luis was there.

The shapeshifter's face turns red, does he like his friend, no that's not possible Luis, his childhood best friend? That's not true Camilo doesn't 

 As Camilo approaches the shop, he catches a whiff of something delicious emanating from inside. He enters the establishment and is surprised to find his childhood best friend, Luis, hard at work making a cake. Despite his earbuds being firmly in place,

"Hello, Camilo. What brings you here today? Can I help you with anything?" Luis says in his fake worker voice, however, something seems amiss, as Luis's face is flushed and red, much like Camilo's. Camilo's heart flutters as he looks at Luis, and he realizes that he has been harboring feelings for his friend.

"Just wanted to talk, how's your day has been?" The shorter one asked before trying his best to move the collar of his shirt to try and hide what Meto did. Camilo talks most of the time but notices that Luis doesn't seem to even notice, SO, Camilo just went to the kitchen to notice it was Thursday, Luis doesn't open on Thursdays, well at least not this early. The kitchen was a mess Luis was making cake even though he rarely bakes a cake. Luis's hands moving around and his words have been more messy and he stutters a LOT near Camilo. He's not talking and not to mention his face is almost as red as the things on Camilo's neck that Meto left.

Why is love so strange?

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A/N

Tell me if there are any grammar mistakes, what do yall want to see? Also comment, it cures my writer's block. Camilo and Luis are working out!! Whelp, hope you guys also like the charter development of Carlos.

Love yall, goodnight/good :D