Austin Mahone Imagines

Not an Update

so I thought I would talk about self-harming. I'm sorry to those who did/does run, but I want this to benefit to you now and later.

so self harm is where you feel this worst feeling inside you, and you don't know how to let it out, so you hurt yourself. it happens from different reasons, but I won't name them. this might relieve you for now but trust me it hurts your friends seeing you like this. I'm in both position right now. I have a friend who is going through this at times, and I'm mostly there for him if he tells me what he's trying to do. at times your friends words might not persuade you to stop,but they can stop you somehow. if they a re brave enough to go through the same thing for you, they can stop you through one thing at least. my friend wanted to kill the self, but I stopped them in time, and I was so relieved. whenever I think of them wanting to do that to themselves, I always tell them how I would feel in the inside when they are gone, and you should think that too, when you are thinking about ending yourself. cause there are people who loves you, and there for you if you just talk to them. maybe not all will be there, but the true ones are the ones who stay by your side no matter what. instead of hurting cutting, try yelling into the pillow, or just yell it out. you need to let those feelings out of you, cause that's what making you do all these things. trust me, it sucks to keep it inside, cause I did that for al last 3 months, and I finally had it so I did it.no one found out till later, but it waddy ring the first day of summer vacation.

you need those people who would ask you to promise them that you wont do anything so severe, that may be tough to do, but it helps at times. talk to someone who went through this, they have good advice on what you should do.make sure you can trust them though.. also

NEVER GIVE UP. YOU MIGHT WANT TO GUVE UP NOW, BUT ITLL ALL BE WORTH WAITING AND GOING THROUGH CAUSE THERE IS SOMEONE WAITING FOR YOU IN THE FUTURE, NEVER FORGET THAT.AND NEVER FORGET THAT THERE ARE PEOPLE AROUND YOU WHO WANTS YOU AND WHO LOVES YOU. DONT LEAVE THEM.

if you need someone to talk to, Kik me at: @ayamiyajima