Austin Mahone Imagines

bye...

cuts... and cuts...
two years back, I started cutting ever since I started dating and hanging out with austin. the first year was horrible. all day, 24/7 the mahomies would tweet hates to me telling me not to show him or else. it was horrible. they called me fat, ugly, worthless, piece of shit, and austin didn't deserve me.
they start saying that the reason why he isn't making as many videos is because of me. I'm wasting all his time being with me and not with them. the part where they said Austin didn't deserve me was the worst.
now, the tweets gotten worse. it went from calling me names, now to telling me to kill myself. I did feel like killing myself to be honest. I didn't even think I could live anymore.
I was in the bathroom.. with my friend in my hand, and I would start slicing it onto my wrist. one... two... three... four... and there goes blood dripping. the door opened and Austin had tears coming down his face.. I just kept cutting faster and faster.
"STOP Y/n! what do you think you are doing!? NO STOP!"
he took my arm away, and snatched the razor from my hand.
"NO AUSTIN GIVE THAT BACK!"
"IM NOT GIVING IT BACK TO YOU! ITS FOR YOUR OWN GOOD! WHY DO YOU EVEN?! EHY Y/N!? WHY?! don't you see who cares for you?! don't listen to the haters.. they aren't my fans. the ones who bully you aren't my mahomies, they are my haters, our haters.. just p-please.."
Austin was sobbing by now.. I wanted the razor back... I was already loosing blood, and the blood was still dripping. I was dizzy. I couldn't really see anymore. I was In Austin arms now, and he wouldn't let me go.
"y/n... please stay with me.. y/n!"
I snatched the razor from his hand, and it was bleeding now. I took a bandage tat was near me and bandaged him, but I took the razor and sliced my wrist again. the light was blurring.. bye Austin, I'm sorry...