Austin Mahone Imagines

Sequel 2: Part 3

I still haven't told my friend that Brad was put into jail, and it's been over a month now.. I feel bad that I still haven't told her yet. I'm gonna tell her today. no questions asked. I'm just gonna tell her nicely and calmly without making her go crazy and panic. she's over at my house right now, and I'm just in the "bathroom" trying to think of a way to tell her. I hear her call for me wondering what's taking me forever to get out of the bathroom "I'm coming! hold on!" I walk out of the bathroom, my friend looking at me with a worried look. "are you okay??" "huh??? oh yeah. sorry I was thinking about something in the bathroom. um.. y/bf/n, I need to tell you something.." "yeah sure.. what's up??" I was getting nervous, cause I haven't mentioned about Brad in a while and I didn't know if she still has a crush on him. "do you still like Brad??" "well idk.. I haven't seen him for awhile. I tried getting contact with him a couple days ago, but he hasn't picked up. why?? do you know anything about this??" I look down to the ground waiting for the right timing to tell her. "y/n... what happened to him?!" "he did things when he found out Austin and I got back together.." "what did he do y/n?!" "um.. idk how to say this, but he stole and do alcohol... I didn't think it was a big deal for him with Austin and I getting back together.. I promise I didn't mean for this to happen to him!"

"y/n!!! what did you do?! he went to jail then?!" "yeah.. I couldn't find out when he was gonna get out.. cause the officer told me he did really bad things..." "what?! why??!!! how?! this is all your fault!!!!" I was in shock she said that to me.. I told her that I didn't know it would do this to Brad, and I didn't know he was gonna do it. "why would you make this happen!!? you knew he liked you?! why did you get back with Austin anyways huh?! was Brad not enough for your love?! he should've went for a better girl then!" I was on the verge of crying and yelling, but idk which one to show... so instead I showed her both. "what?! MY FAULT!? I DIDNT KNOW IT WAS GONNA HAPPEN! PLUS, ITS NOT MY FAULT I STILL HAD FEELINGS FOR AUSTIN. I WENT BACK WITH AUSTIN CAUSE HE SHOWED ME THAT WHAT HE DID WAS WRONG AND HE SHOWED ME THAT HE CHOSE THE WRONG PATH TO LIVE WITHOUT ME. HE DIDNT WANT TO THROW ME AWAY!!! AFTER ALL THE TIMES WE SHARED TOGETHER!!!" I started crying.. I asked my friend to leave my house. and she stomped out. I fell to the ground crying thinking why she would say that about him.. it was never my fault.. maybe it was a little, but I never left my feelings for Austin cause I thought he would come back for me.. I didn't want to talk to anyone for the rest of the day so I went up to my room and cried in my bed the whole day..

*Next day*

I wake up to the sunlight shining into the window and it blinded me. I woke up with roses and a note by my bed. the note read: "hey baby.. I was coming to your house last night to see your beautiful face but you didn't open the door. so climbed your tree by your balcony and I see you were in bed... crying.. idk what happened, but you should've told me.. so I thought maybe these roses will put a smile to your face once you wake up.. I love you. get ready by 7 tonight.. I have something planned for just us:) ~Austin"

I guess my door wasn't locked, but it's okay.. well it's not but, it was Austin that came in, so I'm okay.. I get out of my bed to get my phone from down stairs to get my phone. I was still waking up, but I'm pretty sure I saw over 100 messages from Austin.. I felt bad. but then I see one from my friend. and it shocked me. I was on the ground wanting to cry again. I stood up, and walked to the bathroom.no one knew this part of me you see. before I was dating Austin the first time I had a terrible life.. my life was a mess. I didn't know what to do with it anymore.. so I was always in my room or bathroom on the floor crying.. eventually I had enough, and took a razor and started slitting my wrist, hips, everywhere. when i found Austin or he found me, I told him about it and he was really caring to help me, and I eventually stopped.. even though we broke up the first time, I didn't do it, but now I felt like doing it again.. I took the razor and I slit once.. this time it was deeper.. cause the thing that triggered me to do it is because my OWN BEST FRIEND.. I'll just have to hide all these marks again before Austin and my date tonight.. 1..... 2...... 3...... 4....... feeling the sensation again made me happy, idk why.. I was never like this when I was young. I had my own dreams, dreaming at this age I would be having fun and going out on dates, and hanging out with me friends, but it's the opposite of what I wanted.. I'm sorry I'm not cleans anymore.. looking back at how long I was clean amazes me.. but that ended today.. you're welcome:)

sorry... this wasn't the best ending...