Austin Mahone Imagines

why y/n?

baby I'm home! I heard austin call from downstairs. he has been gone the whole day at the studio recording new hits. I

was in the bathroom, as usual cutting. when I heard his call, and his legs coming up stairs i start to panic. I tried to put the blade back into the cabinet, but all the things that WERE in the cabinet fell out. "y/n, where are you?" "um.. I'm in the bathroom! hold on Austin." "what are you doing in there?" "oh nothing baby, I'll be out!" I put my long sleeved sweater back on, and came out. I passed by austin so he wouldn't see my tears, but he grabbed for my wrist that had the scars and cuts on them. I squirmed when he pulled me back to him. "y/n, why are your eyes red? why were you crying?" austin looks down at my arm and he sees the fresh cuts on my arms I see that his eyes were wide open.. like WIDE opened... "what are you doing y/n? you promised me you...."

"austin, I know I did, and I know I promised but I couldn't take it anymore. your mahomies were making fun of me and are bullying me on Twitter! I can't take it anymore! you know how painful it is to just watch your fans hate on you, and you don't do anything about it!? it's difficult austin!!"

all austin did was hug me.. nothing else. he held me there, and just hugged me like there was no tomorrow. few minutes later I felt something wet on my shoulder... is austin crying?! austin never cries.. the only time he cries is when... ohmy gosh, when I cut! I never wanted him to feel this way. he just started sobbing.

"y/n, you know you mean a lot to me?" Austin just said that in a quiet, murmur tone. "I know austin, and I'm sorry." we parted from the hug, and austin just leaned in and kissed me.