Austin Mahone Imagines

bye, ill love you forever

by the title of the imagine, you're probably thinking, "what's wrong with her!? why would she make this imagine!" we'll because I love you all at times but today, I'm gonna make you cry. just make sure you read this before New Years, cause then there is no spirit in this somehow. but any further or do, let's start!

Austin is lying on the bed sick and not getting any better anytime soon. the doctor says that he has some disease in him, and they say they have no cure for it and meaning he won't live very long. well right now is New Years Eve, and the doctor is saying that he won't live after 12:10 on New Years. this is just great the love of my life, the person who I love the most will not live forever like he wanted. I'm by his bedside taking care of him, and all he is doing is groaning in pain. it's like his pain won't stop killing him. once in a while he would try to get up and walk, but the pain strikes his body and he just can't get up. well today isn't the best day for me at all.. I was staring at Austin while he is asleep because his pain medication is kicking in and making him all sleepy. my eyes just tears up seeing him like this.

I get up from his bedside, and I left to get some stuff before New Years. I went to go see Alex at his house and try to get the emotional feelings out of me as possible, because I don't want Austin to see me like this when he wakes up. I knock on the door waiting for Alex to open, and soon enough I see the face who makes me laugh when I'm having a hard time or if my feelings are not good when something is wrong with Austin.

"hey y/n. what's up?" "I need some cheering up, could you help me please?"

I've been in at Alex's house for about 30 minutes and I already felt better. "thanks Alex for everything. thank you for making me happy when I'm having trouble with Austin." "no problem y/n. I'll help my best friend when ever and wherever." "well I should see how Austin is doing, but first imma get some gifts for him." I gave a good bye hug to Alex, and I left to go to a mall where me an Austin first met each other. it's almost a year since we met. I will never forget the time I met him..

*FLASHBACK*

I was walking in the mall with my best friends, and we kind of split to go where we wanted to go, but we told each other that. as I was walking to (the store you love the most), I bumped into a guy. he was around my age, 17 or 18 years.
"oh I'm sorry." then I walked away before he noticed. I heard running behind me and I kind of got scared of what he was gonna do. "hey wait! I need to give you something!" I stopped and I realized I dropped my phone. "here, I. think this is yours.." I looked up and I just saw this beautiful face that looked like he came from heaven. his hazel eyes that mesmerized me, his curly hair, his cute smile he had on.

"uhh.. you ok miss?" "oh yeah I'm sorry. thanks though." "umm. you're welcome. hey are you alone right now?" "yeah. I was about to go shopping at (your favorite store name). "oh here I'll walk with you. why not some company along the way huh? my name is Austin btw" "oh sure.. oh my name is y/n." so the rest of the day we got to know each other more, and let's just say I thought I was feeling something inside of me.

*back to reality*

I went to the spot we first bumped to each other, I felt a tear build up in my eyes. I didn't want to eminent myself about this right now. all I want to do is make Austin feel happy and a bit better. so I bought some fluffy blankets, a pillow that says "love you always," and a bracelet he always wanted. I went back to the hospital and Austin as always was in his bed groaning in pain. I went up and he tried talking but all he let out was a cough. he tried getting up again to hug me but I placed my hand down on his chest telling him to lay back down. as he was laying back down, I took out the most valuable thing to show him, the bracelet.

"you wanted t-this a while back, and you didn't get to get it since you had to spend time in the hospital, s-so I got you this.." my tears were welling up in my eyes and I was stuttering while trying to say my words. I see that his eyes were teary and all he did was grab me into a tight hug. I didn't want to let him go, it's hard. I was crying on his chest while he was crying as well. the nurse came in with his food, and I helped him eat. he looked so fragile that if I touch him it looks like he's break. so I was gentle as I can be with him. it's about 11:45 by now at night. he's getting weaker and weaker by a split second every time.

I was sitting on his bed side just watching him. he was moving around in pain, and all I could do was try to make him not think about it. I would tell him how much I really loved him and how we first met. all of that. I turned on the tv to the channel where they show the ball that drops in Time Square. I was writing a note while he was somewhat watching it. we only have about 25 minutes.. I was crying and thinking about how not long we were together. we were planning how we were gonna spend our life together FOREVER. but that forever isn't gonna last long till now.

5....4.....3......2.......1...... HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

I look at Austin with my teary eyes.. "happy New Years baby... I love you Austin.. never forget that..." he put his hands on my cheek and he's eyes were teary again. I called the boys and Michele to come over.

12:10. the time has come to an end. The boys go to Austin first saying all theirs byes and how much they will miss him and having them as their brother. then came Michele when she is telling him how proud she is with him even he didn't get to grow up and become 19. then it was my turn. by now he was pale than ever. I was about to tear up, but I didn't want to. "Austin, you know I will forever love you right? no one will ever replace you. I didn't think you would have to go through this, and I'm sorry. I always wanted you by my side the day we met. I don't want you to go! but I guess you have to. don't worry. I'll see you someday again, up there, where nothing will happen to us again. nothing bad, no separation.." he grabbed my hand and I leaned in to kiss him, I ,waned into him for a few more seconds. the next thing you know his heart stopped. I looked up and his grip released my hand... I started yelling.. his last breath was taken, and he was gone. I was sobbing into him.. all I wanted back was his sound. his love. his body. HIM.

the boys took me out while the doctor came in. Michele said her last few words. while the doctor and the nurses were wrapping his body, the doctor found my note. "Austin, you probably won't read this since I wrote this while I was with you for our last 25 minutes together. I wouldn't think you had to suffer through this by yourself, but remember now you get live with Mema and your dad who you haven't seen I'm sure. I felt like I found the right person when I met you. I loved everything about you, and I'll miss it so much. if the doctor finds this, can you put this in his hands please, it would mean a lot. then he could probably read it in heaven when he is with his family up there. I'll forever miss you. you are my guardian angel now, and forever will be mine no matter what. I love you and always, your baby girl, y/n y/l/n."

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

im sorry.. I had this imagine in my head the whole night, and somehow my brain wanted me to do this, so I did.