remembering my past..

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9:00 pm

I was lying at home in the bedroom while Austin was on his desk.. Austin was on his computer working on his new music for the mahomies and I was there sitting on the bed doing my homework. my mind started thinking of the past when I went to this school in SA, Texas. let's just say it wasn't the best there. I would be called names because I didn't fit in with any of the other kids.. when I'm at home I like to make videos when I have the time, and people make fun of me for that as well. but along the hard ways, I found a friend. he wasn't only a friend.. he always stood by my side no matter what. he loved to make videos with me, and I enjoyed that a lot. well as I was thinking about it, I broke down. 4 years ago, I hurt myself.. it was hard. my parents didn't understand how hard this pain was that was consuming inside of me... they never had the time for me when I grew older. so, later in the months or so, I moved in with Austin.. just until I get a little more calm since my parents couldn't do anything.

I cried on my textbooks, and Austin here someone crying beside you.. he got up from table, a and came to me. I wiped all my tears away so he wouldn't get worried, but it was a little too late. "hey.. you alright baby??" he sits on the bed next to me rubbing my back. "y-yeah.. why wouldn't I be?" "you were crying.. I was worried.. what's wrong?" "nothing.. I'm just stressed over all of these textbook assignments.." "no you aren't. well you are, but there is something else that's going through your mind.. please y/n.. you need to tell me.." I couldn't hide it from him anymore.. he's just gonna keep asking me if I deny it.. "I started thinking about what happened to me couple years back., when everyone hated me, called me names, gave me death threats.." my tears couldn't hold back so I grabbed Austin, and held him while I was crying on his chest.. "hey... hey... shhhhh... it's okay.. I'm here. don't worry.. that's all the past.." "I-I know, but it just keeps hitting me like a train.." Austin hold me tight while rocking back and forth to calm me down.. and to be honest I was calming down.. I felt safe in his arms.

few minutes later I knocked out..

the next morning I woke up, and I find all my books on the ground stacked neatly by my backpack.. I was covered in a big, soft comfy blanket, and also Austin's strong warm arms.. he kept me safe the whole night, and I felt happy.. I tried getting out of his grip, but I felt little movement coming from him. he fluttered his eyes open, and smiled. the million dollar smile that every girl dreams about. he sits up, and brings me into his arms. "so how did you sleep last night??" "I slept great with you by my side.." this is one of the reasons why I love Austin dearly.. he knows what's wrong with me even if I try to hide it from him, and he knows how to make me feel better..

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QOTD: would you like to wake up with Austin's arms around you with a big blanket on top of you?

A/N: so starting some time this week or next week, I'm starting on a new book it's called "where have you gone?!" and it's about you leaving Austin because he yelled and you know... hurt you from the imagine "he yells at you." so I will put those imagines in that book, but I'm gonna make a beginning probably so it'll make more sense.. anyways.. so yeah. tysfm for all the likes, comments, and votes!
Make sure to vote and answer the QOTD to get the next part or sequel of "he yells at you." cause I can tell some of you are so wanting this imagine to not finish all sad..

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