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Stars

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Dazai let out a shaky sigh as he rest the small blade on the skin of his forearm, pushing in deep and pulled, making a slice.

He watched as the beautiful dark red blooms from the open cut, how its red liquid proceeds to travel down his arm, into the water the tub is filled with, tainting it pink.

He didn’t know why, but he then decided to lick the stream of blood.
It tasted nice.

Oh how he missed the taste of his own blood.

And so, he proceed to add more cuts into his collection. Licking off any blood that bubbled up from each wound.

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ut, then, he accidentally pushed the blade a little bit too deep. Pulling out a wince from him. And it’s when the brunet had realised how he had maybe cut more than the usual amount.

It was then he heard the sound of the door opening and closing.

It was then he knows a certain hot-headed redhead is home.

It was, then, he felt everything being distant, and his consciousness losing.

He didn’t register the sounds of approaching footsteps.

“.. azai? ”

The voice is ever so muffled, underwater.

The last thing he sees, before passing out, is a blurry figure with bright orange-red hair. “Ch- Chuu.. ” He mumbled out, before falling into the deep void of unconsciousness.

When Dazai fluttered his eyes open, he was confused. Mind was too foggy to remember what had happened.

“Why did you do it? Why now? ”

A voice, it made him flinch. He turned to the source of the voice, it’s Chuuya. He then looked down.

“I didn’t.. mean to. ”

Chuuya gave the other a questioning look, “What?- You’re saying that you didn’t mean to bleed out so damn much? ” He snapped his mouth shut, realising how his tone sounded mad- due to the fact that he could see Dazai flinch and tensing up.

The mafioso let out a sigh, then pulled the brunet close, so that he’s laying his head on Chuuya’s chest.

“ ‘M sorry. I don’t- didn’t mean to. ” Dazai mumbled. Sniffling after as guilt filled him up.

“Shh, I know, I’m sorry. I know you didn’t mean it, Mackeral. ” Chuuya started playing with the brunet’s hair with one hand and rubbing his back softly- slowly- with the other hand.

Dazai had always like it when Chuuya plays with his hair.

“Have you eaten anything, dear? ” Chuuya asked after a while. To which Dazai shook his head no.

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Think you can eat now? ” It take a while for the brunet to answer this time, but he nodded. Chuuya smiled, the warm smile that makes Dazai feels feelings– in a good way–.

Chuuya made some ramen (canned crab included in it ) for the two of them, making sure to make Dazai’s portion not too much.

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fter they finished, the two headed back into their shared bedroom, climbing in bed together to cuddle. Surprisingly, Dazai was the first one to fall asleep first. Chuuya thinks it’s cute, if only he forgot about the events from earlier.

The two men were laying in their bed together, Chuuya playing with Dazai's hair as he reads a book while the brunet simply admiring his partner's company.

"Have you heard of the stars project? " The redhead suddenly asked.

Dazai hummed, "No, mind telling? "
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huuya put down his book, "Basically you draw a star or more on the places where you want to do.. it. Y'know? "

The detective hummed in understanding, "Neat way to stay clean, I suppose. "
Dazai nodded a bit, he was silent for a moment.

"You know that I won't do it, right? " he asked. To which the mafioso hummed.

"Which is why, I'm going to do it with you. "

Dazai blinked a few times, face clear with confusion as he looked at the redhead.

"Eh? Chuuuuuya would? " He asked.

"Yeah, now stop questioning and grab those colour pens you brought a while ago. "

Dazai watched as Chuuya unravel his bandages to draw multiple little colourful stars on his forearm, giving it a small kiss when he's done.

The brunet felt his heart melt at the little actions of the other.

He did the same to Chuuya, though adding few small stars and hearts. They both drew each other stars with their own favourite colour.

Chuuya gave Dazai a small peck on his cheek, "I'll always love you, dazai. " He whispered to the brunet's ear.

The hot breath made his cheeks flare up.

"And I, you, mi amor

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