The Bodyguard

Worthless

Tw: Knife, no safe words, assault.
Ever.
I tug on the red dress to make it longer but it didn't help. I stood by Austens side like the good i was expected to be. The music in the background was a good distraction, ever moment spent with him felt like it was going to be my last. Being in this red dress only made those feelings worse. It reminded me of happier times with Caleb, especially when we would come here together. I loved performing here with him, we just were right for each other....but after our accident that one night....I had to get away and study dance in other places like Paris, itlay, Greece....of course Austen said he would tag along he said it would be a good healing opportunity for both of us. We healed and worked together before getting in a relationship the first few months were great and then he wanted to spice things up, then came the contract then came the abuse. The music was making me feel at ease while Austen was socializing and flirting. I had to bite my tounge though i did technically kiss Kakashi. Suddenly I feel someone grab my hand. I look and see Austen.
"Let's go have some fun kitten, i cant really enjoy myself now when you haven't been properly punished" he smirks as he leads me to the vip part of the club and kicks everyone else out.
"Kneel!" He demands.
I had two options obey and get it over with or disobey and make the punishment worse. I sighed as I slowly got on my knees and kneeled in front of him. I tried hard to keep still but i couldn't stop shaking.
"You know Ever, your the perfect girl. You have beauty, talent, and so easy to manipulate." He says smugly as he grabs the back of my neck roughly. I held back a scream as his gripped tightened around my neck.
"Awe come on kitten you know i love it when you scream....your cries for help are so pathetic especially when your begging." He grips tighter.
"Please.....stop this......I'll do anything just make this stop.....please" I pleaded.
"Good girl....you know I could've sworn i told you to stay away from that bodyguard yes." He asked his grip moves from the back of my neck.
"Yes...." I answered in a shaken voice.
"Stand up. Do it quickly?" He commands.
I do as he asked keeping my head bowed down, suddenly I feel his hand around my throat again and the back of my head hitting the wall.
"Ah.....please i haven't been near him in close settings" I pleaded.
He smirks.
"You know Caleb didn't deserve a girl like you....you were way out of his league." He snickers.
My heart slowly breaks.....
"Please...." I sniffled.
"It's a shame he died isnt...imagine how your life would be now....dating some loser who was only allowed into college because of scholarships. He couldn't provide for you like me, I told him so." He snickered.
As tears fell down my face I felt the feeling of cold steal going up my body. To keep my self from shaking I tried to keep myself sidetracked. I tried thinking of things that made me happy, but as i closed my eyes as he pressed the knife against my skin i kept thinking of Kakashi.....how he made me feel. The knife cuts through my dress leaving me exposed for him to cut my skin which he has before.
"Red..." i say with fear in my voice.
His grip tightens and he puts the knife towards my face.
"Sorry dear unfortunately for you safe words are out the window when comes to you being punished." He sneared.
"Let me go." I begged.
"Awe beg some more kitten" he says as he bent me over the bounding my hands behind me.
"Please stop this......I'll do anything" I begged.
"No you know I have a better idea, you want to act like whore I'm going to treat you like one." He says smugly.
I tried get off the couch but as soon as i tried im being taken to the pool table and he called someone into the vip room.
"Hold her down." He commanded to someone I didn't recognize. Suddenly i hear his zipper as he unzipped his jeans.
"Don't do this please." I begged.
"You have two options sweetheart you take this or have your family's reputation ruined your choice. So are going to be a good girl and let me do what I want or your family looses everything." He threatened.
"I'll do what you ask just keep my family out of it" i begged.
"Good girl" he says as he slammed into me over and over again while his goon held down my arms.
In that moment as tears fell down my face i felt so worthless.