Missing What's You(Bill Denbrough x Reader)

Gone

Y/N's POV
I couldn't see anything but a white light. I couldn't hear anything either. I ended up starting to see color. It felt like it faded in. All I could see is a swirl of colors. Green, blue, yellow. I couldn't tell what was happening. All I knew was I felt weightless and felt like I was dying.

Bill's POV
I tried calling Beverly to see if I could hang out. She seemed to understand a bit about what I was going through. I called three times and got nothing but voicemail. I biked over and didn't see her there. I got worried because she's been home most of the time since the group fight. I started getting worried and biked over to Y/N's place to see if she was there, to see if anyone else was taken. I don't fully know why I went to her place first but she ended up not being there either. I immediately biked home and called all the guys, except Richie. He wasn't home; so I ended up biking to the arcade and seeing him inside. I ran up to him, calling his name.

"What do you want," he asked, angrily, "you see that guy I'm hitting? I'm pretending it's you."

"I-I-It got Beverly and Y-Y/N."

He slightly ignored me and spoke, "what are you talking about."

"It, Richie. It got them," I told him bluntly and with a serious tone.

He ended up looking at me, concerned, "then let's go."

Y/N's POV
The color completely changed into actual figures. I could see people. I could recognize their voices. I saw the friend group. We were adults. We were here. In this little cave that It made. We were all fighting it. Trying to kill it once and for all. That stupid clown was transformed in some kind of spider or arachnid. I could see everyone. Except Stan. He wasn't there. I saw as Eddie tried to go and attack It. And then all I saw, was him getting stabbed. It was as if he was part of a human kabob. I could see how everyone got angry and saw as Eddie bled out and died. It was instantaneous.

Then it felt like the world changed. I was somewhere completely different. I was in what looked like an apartment. It was cozy and comforting. I saw a woman and a man in the open room. I looked closer and saw that it was Stan. He didn't seem to change much. He just seemed taller. Mike and him didn't seem to change at all. I saw him pick up a phone after it rang. He responded to it and then I heard him speak.

"I'm gonna go take a bath," he said to the woman. I watched him walk to the bathroom and then do something I wish I never saw. He had slit his wrists while sitting in the bathtub. I couldn't feel anything physically, no tears. I wanted to cry, my emotions were strong. Anger, sadness, worry, and even more that I can't even describe. I just saw how two of my friends got killed. One by his own hand and one by Pennywise.

It felt like they both ended up saving people from It. Just in completely different ways. It hurt seeing it.

I hope Beverly isn't seeing the same.