you're losing me💔

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you and taylor had always had some kind of spark that no one else could compare to, no one seemed to understand it but you two just got each other like nobody else did.

taylor had always made you feel like she's the only person who you need in life, you could tell her anything and she'd give you the best advice. or she'd just give you endless hugs whenever you needed them. and you'd of course do the same for her.

but lately, things have been different and nothing felt right to either of you, but you both kept it too yourself as you're so afraid to lose each other. you have no idea what you would ever do without taylor, but you could both feel that it wasn't working.

you couldn't go on like this, it was hurting you both so much and causing more damage with every day that went by. you're afraid to say goodbye but knew it has to be done.

you were sitting on the couch scrolling on instagram as taylor walked through the door after her day at the studio. you always tried to act like nothing was wrong, when they really were. and taylor could see right through your lies, but she couldn't ask you about it because she knows she's been feeling the exact way you have.

you placed your phone down and looked at her with a wide smile "hey tay, have a good day?" you said trying to sound like you weren't just crying a few minutes ago.

"yeah" she said with almost no emotion. you had no idea what to say or do after that and got lost in thoughts. she caught your attention again by saying quietly, almost as if she was about to cry "y/n we need to talk."

oh no. you knew exactly what this meant, what else could it mean? you knew it was coming but now you're facing it you are hating it.

you nodded your head while she took a seat on the couch next to you. "tay im sorry" you spoke, she furrowed her eyebrows confused. she wasn't expecting you to start apologising because she thought she had caused this all.

"y/n i've tried my hardest, i really have. but no matter how hard i try at this nothing happens, it never gets better. i've tried to push all of the feelings down, but i just can't anymore. this - no us - isn't working anymore. i don't think anything can solve this, i don't think it can ever get better y/n. we're both clearly falling out of love for each other. im sorry, this has to end" she said with tears streaming down her face.

you were speechless and a moment of silent hung, you've never heard silence quite this loud. tears began to fall from your eyes, taylor couldn't help but her instincts kicked in and she reached up to wipe them off your cheeks.

you shook your head "i promise i'll do anything taylor, what do you need? do you need space? i can give you space, as much as you need. is it because i don't work? i can get a job tay, i'll get two. i'll help as much as i can. i'll do anything you want me to. do you want me to help you with work? i'll help you write all the songs in the world." you trailed off.

"y/n stop. you've done nothing wrong, it's just not working. you're losing me."

there it was, the words you knew she would say and were most afraid of hearing. your heart shattered into pieces with hearing those words.

"please tay, i cant lose you. i-i'll never get you out of my head, i'll never forget this. i'll never be able to walk cornelia street again. tay, i'll love you more, i'll love you more than anyone else i promise. just please don't go."

"i'm sorry y/n, it's done" she said shakily as she left.

a/n: feel free to request something because i have no idea what to write🙏

also i'm sorry if there's some mistakes because when i wrote and proof read this i was listening to music and i don't process things properly when i have music on
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